Meant to be (part thirty seven)

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----- M7ammad

I don't know what was going on. I don't know how long I was in bed. When I opened my eyes for the first time, I was in a white room, with my brother by my side.



----- Shai5a

Three days have passed, and I have no idea where he is or what he's doing.

His mother, father, sisters, brothers, everyone basically, would ask me about him; and I would simple shrug.

"Bl mazra3a.." I would reply, unsure.

I tried calling him, maybe 10 times in these 3 days, but he would not reply.

I was miserable.

I cried myself to sleep every night.

I waited for him, every night.

I hugged the pillow instead of him, every night.

I hated myself, every night.

I blamed myself for his weird behavior, but no matter how much I promised myself that I would be a better wife, better company, a loyal friend to him; he didn't come back, and he didn't answer his phone.

Three days, and he didn't bother to pick up or even send a message.



----- M7ammad


"Salamat!!" Fahad said, when I opened my eyes.

"Allah ysalmik.." I replied, closing my eyes again.

"Inta maynoon?!" He asked.

"Wain Shai5a?!" I asked him, ignoring his last remark.

"ib baitna maskeena.. 9arlaha 3 days '6ay3a.. ma tadry shno tsawy.." He said.

"Shlon yibtny hny?!" I asked as I rubbed my eyes.

"Mako.. umy 6arishatny ashoofik wainik.. w lamma shiftik walla 3abaly inik 5ala9 ri7t feeha.. bas ashwa iny la7agt 3aleek.." He replied.

"Inzain .. la ykoon gilt 7ag a7ad iny maree'6?" I said.

"La2.. ana ga3ed 3indik min il 9ib7.. w il7een greeb athan il ma'3reb.." He looked at his watch.

"Ee a7san.. la tgool 7ag a7ad.." I ordered.

He opened his mouth to say something, but changed his mind.

"3a6ny my phone.." I told him. He handed it to me, and I signaled to him to be quiet as I dialed her number.

"Aloo.." I said when she picked up.

"M7ammad!!!" She exclaimed.

"3yoona.." I replied, smiling.

She kept quiet.

"Shlonich?!" I asked after a while.

"Inta wainik?" She asked, her voice breaking.

"I'm coming tonight.." I replied.

"Shno inta b kaifik?! You have to stay here tonight.. " Fahad interrupted.

"Inta malik sh'3l.." I silenced him, and to her I said, "I'm coming.."

She didn't reply.

"M7ammad.." She started after a while.

"Hala.." I said, feeling tired again.

She didn't reply, but within her silence I could hear sadness.

"Lamma ayee ilyoom akalmich ok?" I asked.

"Ok.." She replied quietly.

"Bye.." I said.

"Bye.." She replied, and I hung up.

"Inta w ba3dain wiyak?" I screamed at him.

"Inta ily ba3dain wiyak!! Shno taby tithba7 roo7ik!! Ma chinnick doctor!" Fahad screamed back.

"Inta malik sh'3l.. yalla roo7 nad il doctor in charge 3ashan akalma.." I told him, annoyed.

The doctor came, and we discussed the whole thing. I know I should stay one more day at least, but I promised her that I will be back tonight.

After a lot of negotiations and arguments, I convinced him to discharge me tonight after taking a couple of shots, and promising him that I will be back tomorrow.

I left the hospital, with the help of Fahad because I could barely walk, and went home.



----- Shai5a


It was already 10 pm, and he did not show up.

I should probably forget it I thought to myself, as I wished 5alti a good-night and headed to my room.



----- M7ammad


I greeted my mother and she started interrogating me about my whereabouts.
I couldn't go up the stairs, so I decided to sleep in my old room on the ground floor.

I called Shai5a, but she didn't pick up.

I called her again and again; she picked up the fourth time.

"Wainich ma tredeen?" I asked, struggling to keep my eyes open.

"W 3alaykum il salam.." She replied.

"Il salam 3aleekum.. ta3alay ta7at .. I'm in my old room.." I told her.

"I already changed into my pajamas.. inta ta3al foog.." She said.

"Ma agdar.. ta3alay yalla.." I replied.

"M7ammad.. I'm not coming.." She stated.

"Inzain.. bye.." I said as I hung up and called Fahad to help me go up.

I knocked on the door and told her to cover up because Fahad will help me in. After I was settled on the bed and Fahad left, I called out for her.

She didn't look at me, went to the other side of the bed and closed the lights.

I scooted next to her and held her hand.

"M7ammad.. aby anam.." She said coldly.

"W ana mishtaglich .. abee akalmich shway.." I told her. "I miss you so much!" I continued as I reached out for her.

"Where were you when I called?" She replied as she moved away.

"Yalla 3ad.. tara walla ta3ban.. ta3alay" I tried to convince her.

"Itha ta3ban go to your side of the bed and sleep.." she said stubbornly.

"I will always be on your side.." I told her as I kissed her shoulder.

She sighed and covered her face.

I kissed her shoulder again, and hugged her from the back.

"I didn't know married life was this stressful.." She said, a few tears escaping from her eyes.

"I'm sorry.. it doesn't have to be stressful you know.." I told her.

"Where were you? three days.. la tis2al wala tred wala chinna I'm your wife.." She replied, her voice muffled from all the tears.

I hugged her closer, feeling exhausted already.

"I was sick.. I had a virus w ma kint abeech tit3adeen.." I explained reluctantly.

"You could've told me.." She said.

"Walla ma kint adry 3an roo7y .. a9lan ilyoom fita7t 3eeny w I was in the hospital.. and I have no idea how I got there.. Fahood uhwa ily wadany.." I continued.

"You were in the hospital!!" She turned around to face me.

"Awal shay la tjableeny.." I told her.

"La2 ra7 ajablik.. kafy iny madry 3anik 3 days.." She insisted.

"Itha 9irtay maree'6a la tit7al6imeen" I said as I laughed.

"3adee.." She replied.

"Yalla liffay!!" I told her sternly, and she did quickly.

I hugged her once more as I chuckled.

"Ya3ny laish ma tgool inik maree'6 3ashan ayeeblik medicine or something.." she complained.

"la2ana I believe in the power of my immune system.. I can heal by myself.." I replied.

"You're kidding me.. 9a7?" She told me.

"Nope.. it's one of those things.. they say doctors make the worst patients.. I don't like to be a patient at all!!" I said.

"Seriously.. wow!" She said ironically.

"Inzain.. I'm tired.. let's sleep" I told her.

"We're not done yet.." She replied.

"Bacher.." I said.

"M7ammad.." She started.

"Na3am ya 7abeebat M7ammad.. shtabeen?" I yawned.

"Marra thanya la tsawy chithee.. I want to be there for you.." She told me.

"Inshallah.." I said as I squeezed her hand.

"w Salamat.." she continued.

"Allah ysalmich w y5aleech lee" I told her.

"Good night.." she replied.

"Good night.." I replied as I dozed off immediately.



----- Shai5a


I enjoyed the closeness of his body and his warm breath on my back. I closed my eyes, and drifted to sleep with a smile on my face.


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