Meant to Be (Part thirty-five)

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----- M7ammad


It was dark outside, and we sat on one of the benches.

"Tara we're going to sleep outside today" I told her.

"Ok.. bas it's kind of hot here" She replied.

"3adee.. we'll have the fan working if it gets really hot" I said.

"Ok.. let's play truth or dare" She said excitedly.

"Fine.. you ask first .." I told her.

"No.. you ask first.. a9lan you don't even ask questions, you always copy my questions.. it's not fair!" She complained.

"Fine.. you want me to ask ya3ny?" I challenged her.

"Yup.." She replied, certain.

"Truth or dare?" I said laughing.

"Truth" She told me.

"Do you love me?" I asked, not missing a beat.

Her eyes, honey colored, rimmed with a dark, chocolate-brown shade, now widened in disbelief. She stared at me, and a blush started to find its way to her cheeks.

"You can't ask these kinds of questions!" She said.

"Laish inshallah?" I replied.

"Because you just can't!" She insisted.

"Yes, I can.." I told her.

"No.. M7ammad seriously.. you can't" She exclaimed.

"Fine.. I'll change the question alright?" I said.

"Ok.." She sighed, feeling relieved.

"How much do you love me?" I asked, smiling smugly.

Her face turned into deeper shades of red, as she huffed.

"Fine.. I don't want a truth 3ayal.. I want a dare.." She said.

"No.. you already said truth" I told her.

"And I want to change now!" She insisted again.

"Mit2akda?" I asked her.

"Yes!" She smiled, victoriously.

"I want you to dance like Shakira.. and you can put music if you want!" I told her.

"Ok that's it.. I'm not playing with you.." She declared as she got up.

I laughed as I caught her before she left.

"Wain inshallah? You can't just quit the game you know.." I said.

"Watch me.." She replied as she tried to free her hand from my grip.

"If you're not going to play fairly, don't play at all" I told her.

"Inta ma t3arf t6ale3 as2ila.." She replied, annoyed.

"Shayfatny intay.. tis2al what's your favorite color, your favorite food, your favorite computer, your favorite shoe, w ba3dain ya3ny... as2iltich intay malee8a.. my questions rock, honey" I stated coolly.

"Whatever.. let go of my hand.." She said, rolling her eyes.

"No way.. you can't just go about breaking all the rules and expect to just get away with it!" I exclaimed.

"Now what ya3ny?" She asked.

"Now is payback time sweetie.." I said.

"And what is payback exactly?" She asked, still trying to free her hands.

"Five minutes.." I replied.

"Five minutes of what?" She asked, looking at me.

"Of this.." I said as I kissed her, not waiting for her answer. It was gentle at first, I waited for her to get accommodated to my touch, then it was a bit more than the usual.

Her breathing was a bit uneven, so I stopped.

She looked at me, her expression dazed, her eyes had a new shine to them.

"I think you have two more minutes.." She stated with a slight smile.

"I think I have ten.." I said as I closed the gap between us once more.



----- Shai5a


Somehow, I was lying on my back and he was hovering on top of me. I held his hand and tried to stop mine from shaking.

"You're not ready.. it's ok" He said as he sat down and helped me up.

"I'm.. I'm.. I'm just.." I tried to say something, to say I'm sorry, but I couldn't.

"No its fine.. just breathe.." He ordered as he rubbed my back.

"I.." I started.

"I'm going to take a quick shower.." He said as he got up.

I searched for my phone, and called my best friend. I think I might need some advice after all.

"A7isa mit'6ayig" I told her miserably.

"Do you love him?" She asked after I told her what happened.

"Why are you asking me this question.. shfeekum 3ala hal as2ila il sa5eefa ilyoom!!" I screamed.

"Just answer me.." She replied calmly.

"Madry.. maybe.. it's too soon to tell.." I replied nervously.

"Are you happy with him?" She asked.

"Yes.." I said, smiling.

"Do you miss him when he's not around?" She asked this time.

"Well, we have been together for almost two months and there hasn't been a day where I didn't see him, so I didn't have the chance to experience that.." I answered.

"So, you want to have a day where there is no him?" She continued.

"No.. why would I want that!" I said.

"Do you enjoy talking to him?" She asked.

"I do.. he's understanding most of the time.. when he's not being silly at least" I answered, laughing.

"When you think about your future, is he a part of it?" She continued her interrogation.

"Well, of course ya3ny.. he's my husband!" I exclaimed.

"Are you two smiling, in your imagination, is it a happy future?" She asked.

"Yes, it is.. why wouldn't it be?" I said.

"What do you feel when you look into his eyes?" She ignored my question.

"Unbelievable.. its magic.. something else.." I tried to explain, but failed.

I only succeeded in getting the butterflies in my stomach in havoc, just by recalling his eyes.

"Go on.." She urged.

"Madry walla.. it's just that his eyes are beautiful.. I've never seen eyes so deep before.." I continued.

"Oh sure.. it has nothing to do with the fact that you are in fact falling for him!" She insisted.

"I am not!" I told her.

"Ok then.. why did you not answer his question.. why didn't you tell him: no, I hate you M7ammad" She asked.

"I do not hate him!!!!" I said.

"Then what's the feeling called.. when you don't hate someone?" She pushed.

"It's called being neutral.. just liking them.." I told her.

"Ok.. then you wouldn't mind if he looked around for someone that loves him, would you?" She said.

"WHAT! Of course I do, he's my husband!!" I screamed.

"So you're claiming him yours, but in the same time you don't want to admit that you have feelings for him?" She asked.

"He is mine.. he's my husband whether he likes it or not!" I stated.

"Do you like it?" She asked.

"I do.." I said, after a while.

"You love him.." She declared.

"I do not.." I said, not so sure myself.

"Then describe your feelings towards him.." She insisted.

"Madreeeeeee.. walla madry!!" I said.

"That's just denial.. because you are falling for him.. slowly.. just admit it, you're falling for him.." She screamed, happily.

"Ok.. fine.. I think I am falling for him.. slowly" I replied.

"Wonderful.. my work here is done .. go tell him.." She said.

"Ok.. thank you.. I love you!" I told her.

"You love him.." She stated once more.

"Bye.." I said, laughing.

I think the whole conversation took about an hour. But M7ammad still didn't come out. I went inside, looking for him, and there he was sitting on one of the couches, watching TV.



----- M7ammad


"Hey.." She smiled, as she sat beside me.

"Hey yourself.." I smiled back as I wrapped my arms around her.

"Kil hatha shower?" She asked, laughing.

" I went outside to check on you and you were talking on the phone, so I came here because I didn't want to bother you.." I told her.

"Yeah.. I was talking to my best friend.." She said, smiling.

"Some serious business you two were talking about.. you were so engrossed, you didn't even notice me coming" I joked.

"Yeah.. just catching up.." She said as she laughed.

"Soo.. shlonich ba3ad?" I asked, playing with her hair.

"You know.. I .. I think I might me falling for you.. maybe.. bas I don't really know if it's love yet.. I mean it's too soon right? Madree.. Bas I do have feelings for you I think.. Madree.." She said, nervously, as she kept her eyes on the TV.

"I am not asking for anything more.." I said as I kissed her forehead.

I let my lips linger for a while, before looking at her. She was smiling, satisfied, happy.


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