Meant to be (part thirty seven)

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----- M7ammad

I don't know what was going on. I don't know how long I was in bed. When I opened my eyes for the first time, I was in a white room, with my brother by my side.



----- Shai5a

Three days have passed, and I have no idea where he is or what he's doing.

His mother, father, sisters, brothers, everyone basically, would ask me about him; and I would simple shrug.

"Bl mazra3a.." I would reply, unsure.

I tried calling him, maybe 10 times in these 3 days, but he would not reply.

I was miserable.

I cried myself to sleep every night.

I waited for him, every night.

I hugged the pillow instead of him, every night.

I hated myself, every night.

I blamed myself for his weird behavior, but no matter how much I promised myself that I would be a better wife, better company, a loyal friend to him; he didn't come back, and he didn't answer his phone.

Three days, and he didn't bother to pick up or even send a message.



----- M7ammad


"Salamat!!" Fahad said, when I opened my eyes.

"Allah ysalmik.." I replied, closing my eyes again.

"Inta maynoon?!" He asked.

"Wain Shai5a?!" I asked him, ignoring his last remark.

"ib baitna maskeena.. 9arlaha 3 days '6ay3a.. ma tadry shno tsawy.." He said.

"Shlon yibtny hny?!" I asked as I rubbed my eyes.

"Mako.. umy 6arishatny ashoofik wainik.. w lamma shiftik walla 3abaly inik 5ala9 ri7t feeha.. bas ashwa iny la7agt 3aleek.." He replied.

"Inzain .. la ykoon gilt 7ag a7ad iny maree'6?" I said.

"La2.. ana ga3ed 3indik min il 9ib7.. w il7een greeb athan il ma'3reb.." He looked at his watch.

"Ee a7san.. la tgool 7ag a7ad.." I ordered.

He opened his mouth to say something, but changed his mind.

"3a6ny my phone.." I told him. He handed it to me, and I signaled to him to be quiet as I dialed her number.

"Aloo.." I said when she picked up.

"M7ammad!!!" She exclaimed.

"3yoona.." I replied, smiling.

She kept quiet.

"Shlonich?!" I asked after a while.

"Inta wainik?" She asked, her voice breaking.

"I'm coming tonight.." I replied.

"Shno inta b kaifik?! You have to stay here tonight.. " Fahad interrupted.

"Inta malik sh'3l.." I silenced him, and to her I said, "I'm coming.."

She didn't reply.

"M7ammad.." She started after a while.

"Hala.." I said, feeling tired again.

She didn't reply, but within her silence I could hear sadness.

"Lamma ayee ilyoom akalmich ok?" I asked.

"Ok.." She replied quietly.

"Bye.." I said.

"Bye.." She replied, and I hung up.

"Inta w ba3dain wiyak?" I screamed at him.

"Inta ily ba3dain wiyak!! Shno taby tithba7 roo7ik!! Ma chinnick doctor!" Fahad screamed back.

"Inta malik sh'3l.. yalla roo7 nad il doctor in charge 3ashan akalma.." I told him, annoyed.

The doctor came, and we discussed the whole thing. I know I should stay one more day at least, but I promised her that I will be back tonight.

After a lot of negotiations and arguments, I convinced him to discharge me tonight after taking a couple of shots, and promising him that I will be back tomorrow.

I left the hospital, with the help of Fahad because I could barely walk, and went home.



----- Shai5a


It was already 10 pm, and he did not show up.

I should probably forget it I thought to myself, as I wished 5alti a good-night and headed to my room.



----- M7ammad


I greeted my mother and she started interrogating me about my whereabouts.
I couldn't go up the stairs, so I decided to sleep in my old room on the ground floor.

I called Shai5a, but she didn't pick up.

I called her again and again; she picked up the fourth time.

"Wainich ma tredeen?" I asked, struggling to keep my eyes open.

"W 3alaykum il salam.." She replied.

"Il salam 3aleekum.. ta3alay ta7at .. I'm in my old room.." I told her.

"I already changed into my pajamas.. inta ta3al foog.." She said.

"Ma agdar.. ta3alay yalla.." I replied.

"M7ammad.. I'm not coming.." She stated.

"Inzain.. bye.." I said as I hung up and called Fahad to help me go up.

I knocked on the door and told her to cover up because Fahad will help me in. After I was settled on the bed and Fahad left, I called out for her.

She didn't look at me, went to the other side of the bed and closed the lights.

I scooted next to her and held her hand.

"M7ammad.. aby anam.." She said coldly.

"W ana mishtaglich .. abee akalmich shway.." I told her. "I miss you so much!" I continued as I reached out for her.

"Where were you when I called?" She replied as she moved away.

"Yalla 3ad.. tara walla ta3ban.. ta3alay" I tried to convince her.

"Itha ta3ban go to your side of the bed and sleep.." she said stubbornly.

"I will always be on your side.." I told her as I kissed her shoulder.

She sighed and covered her face.

I kissed her shoulder again, and hugged her from the back.

"I didn't know married life was this stressful.." She said, a few tears escaping from her eyes.

"I'm sorry.. it doesn't have to be stressful you know.." I told her.

"Where were you? three days.. la tis2al wala tred wala chinna I'm your wife.." She replied, her voice muffled from all the tears.

I hugged her closer, feeling exhausted already.

"I was sick.. I had a virus w ma kint abeech tit3adeen.." I explained reluctantly.

"You could've told me.." She said.

"Walla ma kint adry 3an roo7y .. a9lan ilyoom fita7t 3eeny w I was in the hospital.. and I have no idea how I got there.. Fahood uhwa ily wadany.." I continued.

"You were in the hospital!!" She turned around to face me.

"Awal shay la tjableeny.." I told her.

"La2 ra7 ajablik.. kafy iny madry 3anik 3 days.." She insisted.

"Itha 9irtay maree'6a la tit7al6imeen" I said as I laughed.

"3adee.." She replied.

"Yalla liffay!!" I told her sternly, and she did quickly.

I hugged her once more as I chuckled.

"Ya3ny laish ma tgool inik maree'6 3ashan ayeeblik medicine or something.." she complained.

"la2ana I believe in the power of my immune system.. I can heal by myself.." I replied.

"You're kidding me.. 9a7?" She told me.

"Nope.. it's one of those things.. they say doctors make the worst patients.. I don't like to be a patient at all!!" I said.

"Seriously.. wow!" She said ironically.

"Inzain.. I'm tired.. let's sleep" I told her.

"We're not done yet.." She replied.

"Bacher.." I said.

"M7ammad.." She started.

"Na3am ya 7abeebat M7ammad.. shtabeen?" I yawned.

"Marra thanya la tsawy chithee.. I want to be there for you.." She told me.

"Inshallah.." I said as I squeezed her hand.

"w Salamat.." she continued.

"Allah ysalmich w y5aleech lee" I told her.

"Good night.." she replied.

"Good night.." I replied as I dozed off immediately.



----- Shai5a


I enjoyed the closeness of his body and his warm breath on my back. I closed my eyes, and drifted to sleep with a smile on my face.


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Meant to Be (part thirty six)

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----- M7ammad


I woke up the next morning; I was on the couch in an extremely uncomfortable position, my legs were dangling from the side, and my neck was stiff. I looked around, and Shai5a was nowhere to be seen. I felt grumpy, tired, and there was something else wrong with my system, something I couldn't figure out with my head throbbing this way.

I went to the bathroom, did my business, then I prayed. Then I sat on the couch for a while, trying to massage my head to get rid of the head-ache. It was really cold so I went to my room to get some covers. I heard a loud thud in the kitchen so I went to look.

Shai5a was there, preparing some cheese sandwiches. She smiled when she saw me, and I attempted to return the smile.

"Good morning" She said.

I sighed as I took a seat and covered my face with my hands.

"Shfeek?" She asked concerned.

"Nothing.." I replied.

"9ij.. M7ammad shfeek?" she asked again as she came closer.

"Bas headache.." I said.

"Salamat.. do you need tea, coffee, panadol?" She asked as she sat next to me.

"No.." I told her.

"Akeed?" She said, concerned.

I nodded and grabbed a sandwich from the table. I ate a couple of bites, but I felt sick so I didn't finish it.

"We're going back today.." I said.

"Ok.." She replied.

"I think I'll have someone come and pick you up.. I might stay a couple more days.." I continued.

"M7ammad.. what's wrong?" She insisted.

"Nothing!" I said crossly, as I went to my bedroom. I called the driver, and told him to come pick her up.

I closed my eyes, and I felt like a huge weight was placed on my chest. I couldn't breathe, I was tired.

She knocked the door, but I couldn't reply, I couldn't talk.

She came in, but I couldn't open my eyes to look at her, and I can feel her sitting beside me.

She tried calling my name, but she left after several attempts.



----- Shai5a


There is something wrong with him.

Za3lan minny? Bas ana ma saweet shay!

I paced in front of his room for a couple of minutes, and decided to wait until he wakes up.

I heard his phone ring a couple of times, but he didn't pick up. I peeked inside, but he was still asleep in the same position.

After a little while, my phone rang.

5alti, m7ammad's mother, was calling.

She said that the driver was outside, and that M7ammad was not picking up his phone for some reason.

I told her he was sleeping and that I will be back with the driver.

"Laish tredeen wiya il sayeg? Laish moo wiya M7ammad?" She asked.

"La2ana ana 3ndy sh'3l w uhwa yaby yig3ad cham yoom.." I replied, not sure what to say really.



----- M7ammad


I forced myself to pick up after a while, the driver was still calling.

"Raju.. mno ma3ak?" I asked him tiredly.

"Mako a7ad baba.." He replied.

"Laish moo yayeb wiyak Kumary?" I managed to ask.

"Inta mafy gool.." He said, scared.

Ma y9eer tred wiya il sayeg broo7ha I thought to myself.

"Yalla roo7 yeebha w ta3al 3ashan ta5thoon mama!" I said.

"Mama bl bait.." He told me.

"Rajuuuu!! Roo7.. w ta3al i5ith Shai5a bser3a!!" I replied.

"Inshallah baba.." He said quickly and hung up.

I tried to get up, but I couldn't. It was probably a one day thing I thought to myself as I covered myself.




----- Shai5a


I walked around, and I would check up on him every 15 minutes but he was still asleep.

I don't get him, I really don't, I thought to myself


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Meant to Be (Part thirty-five)

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----- M7ammad


It was dark outside, and we sat on one of the benches.

"Tara we're going to sleep outside today" I told her.

"Ok.. bas it's kind of hot here" She replied.

"3adee.. we'll have the fan working if it gets really hot" I said.

"Ok.. let's play truth or dare" She said excitedly.

"Fine.. you ask first .." I told her.

"No.. you ask first.. a9lan you don't even ask questions, you always copy my questions.. it's not fair!" She complained.

"Fine.. you want me to ask ya3ny?" I challenged her.

"Yup.." She replied, certain.

"Truth or dare?" I said laughing.

"Truth" She told me.

"Do you love me?" I asked, not missing a beat.

Her eyes, honey colored, rimmed with a dark, chocolate-brown shade, now widened in disbelief. She stared at me, and a blush started to find its way to her cheeks.

"You can't ask these kinds of questions!" She said.

"Laish inshallah?" I replied.

"Because you just can't!" She insisted.

"Yes, I can.." I told her.

"No.. M7ammad seriously.. you can't" She exclaimed.

"Fine.. I'll change the question alright?" I said.

"Ok.." She sighed, feeling relieved.

"How much do you love me?" I asked, smiling smugly.

Her face turned into deeper shades of red, as she huffed.

"Fine.. I don't want a truth 3ayal.. I want a dare.." She said.

"No.. you already said truth" I told her.

"And I want to change now!" She insisted again.

"Mit2akda?" I asked her.

"Yes!" She smiled, victoriously.

"I want you to dance like Shakira.. and you can put music if you want!" I told her.

"Ok that's it.. I'm not playing with you.." She declared as she got up.

I laughed as I caught her before she left.

"Wain inshallah? You can't just quit the game you know.." I said.

"Watch me.." She replied as she tried to free her hand from my grip.

"If you're not going to play fairly, don't play at all" I told her.

"Inta ma t3arf t6ale3 as2ila.." She replied, annoyed.

"Shayfatny intay.. tis2al what's your favorite color, your favorite food, your favorite computer, your favorite shoe, w ba3dain ya3ny... as2iltich intay malee8a.. my questions rock, honey" I stated coolly.

"Whatever.. let go of my hand.." She said, rolling her eyes.

"No way.. you can't just go about breaking all the rules and expect to just get away with it!" I exclaimed.

"Now what ya3ny?" She asked.

"Now is payback time sweetie.." I said.

"And what is payback exactly?" She asked, still trying to free her hands.

"Five minutes.." I replied.

"Five minutes of what?" She asked, looking at me.

"Of this.." I said as I kissed her, not waiting for her answer. It was gentle at first, I waited for her to get accommodated to my touch, then it was a bit more than the usual.

Her breathing was a bit uneven, so I stopped.

She looked at me, her expression dazed, her eyes had a new shine to them.

"I think you have two more minutes.." She stated with a slight smile.

"I think I have ten.." I said as I closed the gap between us once more.



----- Shai5a


Somehow, I was lying on my back and he was hovering on top of me. I held his hand and tried to stop mine from shaking.

"You're not ready.. it's ok" He said as he sat down and helped me up.

"I'm.. I'm.. I'm just.." I tried to say something, to say I'm sorry, but I couldn't.

"No its fine.. just breathe.." He ordered as he rubbed my back.

"I.." I started.

"I'm going to take a quick shower.." He said as he got up.

I searched for my phone, and called my best friend. I think I might need some advice after all.

"A7isa mit'6ayig" I told her miserably.

"Do you love him?" She asked after I told her what happened.

"Why are you asking me this question.. shfeekum 3ala hal as2ila il sa5eefa ilyoom!!" I screamed.

"Just answer me.." She replied calmly.

"Madry.. maybe.. it's too soon to tell.." I replied nervously.

"Are you happy with him?" She asked.

"Yes.." I said, smiling.

"Do you miss him when he's not around?" She asked this time.

"Well, we have been together for almost two months and there hasn't been a day where I didn't see him, so I didn't have the chance to experience that.." I answered.

"So, you want to have a day where there is no him?" She continued.

"No.. why would I want that!" I said.

"Do you enjoy talking to him?" She asked.

"I do.. he's understanding most of the time.. when he's not being silly at least" I answered, laughing.

"When you think about your future, is he a part of it?" She continued her interrogation.

"Well, of course ya3ny.. he's my husband!" I exclaimed.

"Are you two smiling, in your imagination, is it a happy future?" She asked.

"Yes, it is.. why wouldn't it be?" I said.

"What do you feel when you look into his eyes?" She ignored my question.

"Unbelievable.. its magic.. something else.." I tried to explain, but failed.

I only succeeded in getting the butterflies in my stomach in havoc, just by recalling his eyes.

"Go on.." She urged.

"Madry walla.. it's just that his eyes are beautiful.. I've never seen eyes so deep before.." I continued.

"Oh sure.. it has nothing to do with the fact that you are in fact falling for him!" She insisted.

"I am not!" I told her.

"Ok then.. why did you not answer his question.. why didn't you tell him: no, I hate you M7ammad" She asked.

"I do not hate him!!!!" I said.

"Then what's the feeling called.. when you don't hate someone?" She pushed.

"It's called being neutral.. just liking them.." I told her.

"Ok.. then you wouldn't mind if he looked around for someone that loves him, would you?" She said.

"WHAT! Of course I do, he's my husband!!" I screamed.

"So you're claiming him yours, but in the same time you don't want to admit that you have feelings for him?" She asked.

"He is mine.. he's my husband whether he likes it or not!" I stated.

"Do you like it?" She asked.

"I do.." I said, after a while.

"You love him.." She declared.

"I do not.." I said, not so sure myself.

"Then describe your feelings towards him.." She insisted.

"Madreeeeeee.. walla madry!!" I said.

"That's just denial.. because you are falling for him.. slowly.. just admit it, you're falling for him.." She screamed, happily.

"Ok.. fine.. I think I am falling for him.. slowly" I replied.

"Wonderful.. my work here is done .. go tell him.." She said.

"Ok.. thank you.. I love you!" I told her.

"You love him.." She stated once more.

"Bye.." I said, laughing.

I think the whole conversation took about an hour. But M7ammad still didn't come out. I went inside, looking for him, and there he was sitting on one of the couches, watching TV.



----- M7ammad


"Hey.." She smiled, as she sat beside me.

"Hey yourself.." I smiled back as I wrapped my arms around her.

"Kil hatha shower?" She asked, laughing.

" I went outside to check on you and you were talking on the phone, so I came here because I didn't want to bother you.." I told her.

"Yeah.. I was talking to my best friend.." She said, smiling.

"Some serious business you two were talking about.. you were so engrossed, you didn't even notice me coming" I joked.

"Yeah.. just catching up.." She said as she laughed.

"Soo.. shlonich ba3ad?" I asked, playing with her hair.

"You know.. I .. I think I might me falling for you.. maybe.. bas I don't really know if it's love yet.. I mean it's too soon right? Madree.. Bas I do have feelings for you I think.. Madree.." She said, nervously, as she kept her eyes on the TV.

"I am not asking for anything more.." I said as I kissed her forehead.

I let my lips linger for a while, before looking at her. She was smiling, satisfied, happy.


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----- M7ammad


"Shai5aaaaaa" I called as I looked around for her.

I didn't find her, so I called her.

"Wainich?" I asked when she picked up.

"Kany.." She replied.

"Ee wain?" I asked again.

"Ma ra7 agoolik.. 3ashan you pull my hair like you did awal!" She said.

"Come on.. where are you seriously" I laughed.

"Ma ra7 agoolik.. you have to figure it out for yourself!!" She replied, laughing.

"Ok.. bas a5er marra agoolich.. it's just sincere advice for you, you know, tell me
where you are now.. because if I find, you are my hostage, and I can do whatever I want with you" I warned jokingly.

"As if I'm not your hostage now.." She mumbled.

"You're not, yet.. but you will be" I continued, looking around.

"Ok, but you have 5 minutes only, and if you don't find me, then you are my hostage" she replied laughing.

"15 minutes.." I said.

"5 minutes.." I replied.

"No, 15" I stated again.

"Fine, 10" she said.

"Done.. bye" I replied, as I thought of places she can be hiding in.

"Bye.." She said laughing.

I looked around, and tried to think of the places where she would hide in.

I looked under the table, behind the couches, in the chicken coop, behind the trees, I didn't find her.

7 minutes have passed and I still didn't find her.

I called her again.

"Where are you!!" I exclaimed.

"You are supposed to find out for yourself.. and you have what, 3 minutes left?" She said

"Ok.. give me a hint.." I told her.

"No.. no hints.." She replied.

"If I find you, it's not going to be good!!" I warned one last time.

"Bring it on.." she said, laughing.

"You asked for it!!" I replied as I closed the phone.

I looked around for 3 more minutes, then she called me.

"Your time is up!!!" She exclaimed.

"So where are you?!" I asked.

"I'm waiting for you outside.." She said.

I went outside, and saw her sitting on a bench, with a wide grin across her face.

"My hostage.. there you are!!" She said with a chuckle.

I ignored her and just stared.



----- Shai5a


"So, hostage.. give me 50 push-ups" I said as I laughed.

He raised an eyebrow, and dropped, skillfully doing 10 push-ups, like it was nothing.

Bad idea, I thought to myself, because he looked unreasonably hot while exercising.

He stopped after 25 push-ups.

"Hey, hey, hey.. you can't stop until you finish all 50!!" I said.

"I just want to take off my shirt.. do you mind?" He asked as he threw it on the
bench. "Tabeeny a3eed mn awal 7abeebty wala la2?" He asked challengingly.

"La2.. you can stop if you want to" I said, as I looked away.

"Noo.. 6alabatich awamer.. I can finish 25 more push-ups" He said with a wink, and he continued his push-ups.

I thought about taking a look, just one look at his toned back. That's it, just one look, I thought to myself. But I found myself staring at his perfectly sculpted back until he finished and looked at me with a smirk.

Of course, when he turned around my sanity was not getting any better. I blushed as I looked at his six-pack, more defined than I have ever seen in my life.

"Why are you staring?" He asked as he stretched.

"I'm not staring.." I said as I looked at my feet and decided to stare at them instead.

"Whatever you say.. so we're even now?" He asked.

"Yes we are.." I replied, not wanting to think of anything that might turn out against me after all.

"Good.." He said, as he went to the kitchen, brought a bottle of water. "What's next princess?" He asked.

"Shdarany?" I replied as I sat down.

"Table tennis?" He asked.

"Sure.. except you have to teach me.." I told him.

"Fine.. yalla ta3alay.." He replied as he led the way.

"Your shirt.." I said as I pointed to the shirt thrown in the bench.

"Why, don't you think my abs are hot?" He joked.

I rolled my eyes, and walked after him. I don't think I'm going to concentrate after all.

He took me to a room, in the back. I have never been there, but I heard that the guys brought all the equipment and put together a mini gym. I must admit I was kind of impressed. The place looked amazing.

The only things I can attempt to use though, are the treadmill, bicycle, and the table tennis equipment if M7ammad taught me how to play. The rest was all weight-lifting and scary looking machines that I would never go near.



----- M7ammad


"God.. I miss this place!!" I said as I took a look around, just checking on the machines.

"You did a good job putting this together!!" She told me with a smile.

"I love it in here" I replied, returning her smile.

"Yalla.. tennis?" She said, enthusiastically.

"Ok.." I replied as I looked for the rackets (or whatever they are called).

"Can I help?!" She asked coming after me.

"No.. not really.." I told her, as I looked on the shelves.

"Kaifik.." She said as she sat on one of the bouncing balls.

"I don't think we can play tennis .. I can't find the balls or the rackets.." I said. "Wait, let me call Fahad" I continued as I called him.

I talked to him, yelled at him, and closed the phone.

"We don't have to play tennis!" She said wide-eyed.

"You think I was yelling because I want to play tennis?" I asked disbelievingly.

"No.. madry.." She replied, baffled.

"I was yelling because half of the equipment that I bought is missing because they did not lock the room, and the kids were playing around with the machines and stuff! They have no idea how long it took me to put this place together.." I sighed.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sure you can find replacement easily.. we can go buy some now if you want to.." She said in a comforting way.

"No, it's fine.. I'll look for some later.." I said, as I looked around, checking on my machines.

"I can come with you if you want.." She offered.

"Ma7alat shabab.. intay shako tyeen?" I snapped at her.

She kept quiet, and just followed me around.

I stopped next to my favorite machine, I carried her and put her on the seat.

"Sorry.." I said as I kissed her forehead.

She smiled, and looked at me caringly.

"Are you ok now?" She asked.

"Yes" I assured her.

"Good.." She said with a breathtaking smile.

"You want to try this beauty?" I asked as I pointed to the machine.

"This is your definition of beauty?" She asked incredulously.

"Ee.. 3ayal shno bas intay il 7ilwa ya3ny?" I joked.

"La2.. bas ya3ny.. la2 maby " She replied laughing.

"Try it.. shno tabeen I start with one kg for you?" I asked mockingly.

"How about you do it first 3ashan ashoof ba3dain ana?" She said as she jumped off the seat quickly.

"Fine with me.." I said as I got on there. It wasn't really painful exercise, but it was effective, this machine especially. "Look, you just hug this piece and push it down.. this targets your lower abdominal area" I continued.



----- Shai5a

I stared at his back once more.

This is heaven, I thought to myself.

"Are you paying attention at all?" He asked.

"yeah, yeah.." I replied staring at his arms now.

Not a smart decision, I thought to myself.

Basically everything about this guy screamed macho.

"Your turn.." He said as he got up.



----- M7ammad


She sat on there and looked at me like she was lost.

"Come on.." I encouraged her.

"There is nothing wrong with my lower abdominal area, you know.." she replied as she pouted.

"There is nothing wrong with mine either.." I said as I winked.

"Fine.. I don't feel like it.." She told me.

"Try it.. 3ashany.. and I'll set it on one kg.. wait.." I said. "Ok.. you're good to go now.." I said as I fixed it.

"M7ammad.." She started.

"Hug it.. and push" I said.

She hugged it, and tried to push. I rolled my eyes because it wasn't moving at all.
Discretely, I pushed it down, helping her.

"Oh, this is kind of easy!" She said with a smile, and she tried again.

"Yeah.. shiftay.. it's simple.." I told her.. as I pushed it for her a second time.

"This is kind of cool" She replied, doing it again.

I pushed it for her one last time.

"Yalla 5ala9 goomay.. I don't want you all muscley for me now.." I said as I carried her off the seat.

"We should come here tomorrow too" She said with a wide grin.

"We will inshallah.." I replied as I closed the lights before locking the door.


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meant to be (Part 33-B)

Hiii ;p
short one again..
bas I promise there is going to be a long one soooooon..
ya3ny monday/tuesday..

and sorry I haven't replied to your comments on the last post..
but thank you all for commenting..
w sorry la2ana they're short...

But, believe it or not.. I am busy ;P

This is dedicated to the lovely person who does not understand arabic..
I think this one has no arabic at all (I think again ;p)

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----- Shai5a


We got there, and I wasn't really that nervous. I expected myself to be a wreck, but I guess I got used to him.

We cooked breakfast together, omelets that turned out to be more on the inedible side since he was so goofy. He would carry me around, try to flip the omelet and it would end up on the floor, drop random things in the pan, and just drive me crazy until I gave up on them. So we ended up just eating '5ubz w jibin'.

"So what do you feel like doing now?" He asked me.

"Hmm.. I don't really mind doing anything.." I replied with a smile.

"anything as in ANYTHING?" He asked with a smirk.

"No.. not really Anything.." I laughed.

"I thought so too.." He replied, laughing along.

We sat in outside on one of the benches, silently.

"How about we play a game.. and the winner has to decide the activities for the rest
of the day.." He said after a while.

"What game?" I asked.

"Rock-paper-scissors?" He suggested.

"No, I hate that game; it's so unfair!!!" I said immediately, and I started rambling
on and on about the incidents when people would cheat and I would always end up losing the game.

We talked some more about our childhood.

"I don't really remember you a lot.." I said as I tried to recall anything that reminds me of him.

"I only remember crashing your dress-up parties with mariam.. that was a loooot of fun!!" He said as he laughed.

"Hey!!! That was you.. you're soooo mean!!" I said as I pouted.

"Yeah.. me and fahad and your brothers.. those were our golden days!!" He said as he roared again.

"I am never ever talking to you again.." I said as I got up.

Of course I was just joking, but that was really mean. I remember crying for hours after they destroyed our palace made from scarves and pillows. They pulled our hair, and ruined everything there is to be ruined. I went inside, just to see what he would do.

It was kind of exhilarating, just anticipating what he was going to do and how he would react. M7ammad is so unpredictable, and I love it, sometimes.


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Meant to Be (Part 33 - A)

I know its short..
sorry.. bas next part will be saturday or sunday..
This post is dedicated to Deema.. have a lovely trip ;)

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----- M7ammad

I woke up the next morning, took a quick shower, and prayed. I opened Shaikha's closet, randomly threw some more clothes into her bag, and I threw in some clothes for me too.

I ran down, kissed my mother good-bye and drove to her house.

I texted her when I was in front of her house.

"Wainich?! Oh and good morning ;)" I sent.

"I just woke up.. 9aba7 il 5air :)" she replied instantly.

"I'm waiting downstairs btw.. la ta5theen ra7tich wayed ya3ny ;p" I wrote

"Whaaaaat!! I'm not ready and I want to take a showeeeeer!! :O " She texted back.

"Yalla get ready.. ana anzel asalim 3ala 3amy w an6erich.." I sent.

"3ayal anzel aba6ilik il bab :D" She replied.

I laughed as left the car and made my way to their main door. The door opened slowly and she peeked, with a huge smile.

I got in, no one was there.

"Hala bl 7ilwa.. hala bily ma taby tnam 3nd rayilha.." I said as I gave her a huge
bear-hug.

"M7ammad... will you ever drop it?" She asked.

"Nope.. never" I chuckled as I let go of her.

"I think my parents are in the dining room" she told me.

"Are your brothers around?" I asked.

"I don't think so.. dawam I think.." she replied.

"And why are you still here??" I said

"Shno?" She replied confused.

"Goooo.. take a bath.. 5al9aaay.." I said as I pointed to the stairs.

"Fine fine.." She told me as she ran upstairs.

After a couple of seconds, her mom came and greeted me; my uncle followed her.

We sat together in the living room, and talked about several things, a lot of things actually, since Shai5a took more than an hour to get ready!

She came downstairs, b kil burood may I add, and smiled.

She was wearing a pink training-suit and her hair was swept to one side. She greeted
her parents and we excused ourselves.

"Tadreen ina ana il7een il7een ra7 aklich min kither ma ana yoo3aaaaaan!!" I exclaimed.

"W laish ma kaleet wiya ubooy?" She replied.

"La2ana abeech intay ily ti6bi5eely bl mazra3a.. w a9lan I didn't expect you to take that long!!" I said.

"I told you I wanted to take a shower!!" she replied.

"A shower.. does not take an hour.." I screamed.

"And why are you screaming?" She asked as she moved towards the door.

"Bas .. I got carried away I guess" I said as I laughed.

She rolled her eyes, and we spent the rest of the drive talking randomly.


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Meant to be (part thirty-two)

Sorry to make you wait so long ;)..
This post is dedicated to my best friend, whose graduation was cancelled ams ;p
and to Bibi. since she's waiting for so long ;p

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----- M7ammad


I smiled as I read her message.

"Thank you ;***" It read.

"You do know that ;*** means lots and lots of kisses right? ;p " I replied, smiling.

"good night.." She replied ignoring my message.

"shlon good night w intay moo yamy :( ??" I sent her back.

"I am sorry.. a5er marra.." She sent.

":(" I replied, teasing her.

Incoming call: Shai5a

"Ilsalam 3alaikum.." She said when I picked up.

"w 3alaikum il salam.." I replied.

"Shlonik?" She asked carefully.

"Tabeen il 9ij?" I asked back.

"M7ammad.." She whined.

"Shno intay ily haddatny broo7y.." I replied.

"Ee 5ala9 I'm sorry.." She said.

"sorry w ana anam broo7y?" I asked her.

"M7ammad.." she said.

"Do you expect me to hug the pillow ya3ny?" I continued.

"M7ammaaad.." She said again.

"What if I want to kiss you? Should I kiss the pillow too?" I ignored her and continued.

"M7ammaaaaaaaad..." She almost screamed.

"La7'6a la7'6a.. w itha I need someone to talk to .. should I talk to the pillow or
the wall a7san 9a7?" I asked, trying my best to hold back my laugh.

"M7ammad.. 5ala9 ta3al i5ithny.. maby anam 3nd umy zain!!" She told me.

I couldn't hold my laughter anymore. I chuckled uncontrollably as she continued complaining about my attitude.

"Lee hal daraja you miss me?" I asked her, when she insisted that I come and take her.

"Just come M7ammad.." She said, sniffing.

"Yalla bala dala3.. roo7ay namay 3nd umich.. w ana bacher a5thich.." I told her.

We continued talking, arguing mostly, for about an hour.

"I can't wait to have you to myself tomorrow.." I told her, evilly.

"But it's not your own mazra3a.. akeed your family will come.." she said.

"No.. I asked them not to come.." I replied.

"But they might.." She said hopefully.

"Moo mushkila .. I will tell the 7ares not to let anyone in.." I told her.

"But why?" she asked, scared.

"I told you I want you all to myself.." I replied.

She kept quiet.

"Aren't you looking forward to it?" I asked her teasingly.

"How long are we staying again?" she said in reply.

"As long as you want.." I told her.

"One or two days would be good.." she said quickly.

"I was thinking around a week actually bas we'll see.." I replied.

"But I only packed clothes for two nights.." she said, trying to find a way out of
it.

"No problem.. I'll throw in some clothes into your bag.." I replied.

"Bas how will I shower?" She asked.

"There are bathrooms .. you've been there before, shfeech?" I laughed.

"But I don't like to shower there!!" She complained.

"Il7een adig 3aleehum, w I'll have them clean all the bathrooms.. besides I have my own room there and you can do whatever you want.. stop worrying.." I told her.

"Ok.." She said hesitantly.

"Do you want to call it a night?" I asked.

"I'm not really sleepy.. bas if you want to 5ala9 3adee.. I can call any of my friends now.." She replied.

"Tdigeen 3ala mno.. 3eeday?" I asked her, annoyed.

"My friends, 3adee.." She said.

"It's almost one.." I stated.

"Ee 3adee.. they're like my best friends.. w I text them first to see if they're awake.." She told me.

"No.. ma tdigeen 3ala a7ad il7een.." I said firmly.

"Laish?" She asked surprised.

"Bas.. ana ma ar'6a w 5ala9.." I said.

She kept quiet. I knew that she didn't like it; but that was just me.

"I'll call you in a bit.. ok?" I said.

"That's fine.. I think I might sleep.." She replied..

"Ok.. if you're sleeping you won't answer.. no big deal.." I told her.

"ok.. bye.." She replied.

"Bye.." I said as I grabbed my keys and left our house.



----- Shai5a


I wanted to call every single person on my contact list, bas 3nad.

Who is he anyways to talk to me like that?

We are married for less than a month, and already he wants to control me.

My dad didn't even enforce such rules on me.

Just when I start to actually like him, he has to ruin it for me.

I was really mad, but for some reason I didn't call anyone and I ignored the temptation to do so.

I opened Grey's anatomy, and looked for the episode with the guy covered in cement.
I watched and cried as soon as I saw the boy.

My phone rang after a while, it was M7ammad.

I wanted to ignore him, but I decided to pick up and tell him I'm busy watching a movie.

"Il7ilwa ma namat leel7een?" He asked when I picked up.

"La2.." I said quietly.

"Inzain nizlay ana na6rich ta7at.." He told me.

"Laish?" I asked, not wanting to see him.

"Bas.. nizlay now.." He said.

"maby aroo7 il mazra3a now M7ammad.." I replied.

"Ma ra7 nroo7 il7een.. bas nizaly shway.." He told me.

"Ok.. bye" I said.

"Bye.." he replied.

I wore my robe over my pajamas, washed my face, and went downstairs.



----- M7ammad


She came outside, and I was standing in their backyard. There was a fence around it, quite high, so no one could see us from outside.

As soon as she came I hugged her and lifted her.

"Za3lana?" I asked, still carrying her.

She didn't reply, but I can feel her hugging me back now.

"I'm sorry.. I just really don't like late night calls..ok?" I said.

She remained silent.

"5ala9 3ad.." I said, as I carried her to the two-seater swing.

I sat, while still holding her, and played with her hair.

"Shai5a 5ala9.. mala da3y il dala3.." I said.

"Moo dala3.." She sniffed.

"fine.. mala da3y il za3al.." I told her.

"w mala da3y you tell me what I can do and what I can't do.." She replied.

"Look.. I'm a guy, and whenever I see my friends talking at night on the phone, it's usually their girl/boy friend.. so I do not like late phone calls.. It's not a big deal.. and I don't think I'm asking a lot from you.." I stated.

"You could've said that from the beginning .." She said.

"You didn't ask for a reason.." I replied.

She sighed, and pulled away after a while.

"No.. you're staying here.." I told her.

"Bas aby ag3ad yammik.." She said.

She sat next to me, and she stared at the sky as I stared at her.

"Leel7een za3lana?" I asked after a while.

"La2.." She replied.

"Inzain.. yalla roo7ay namay la2ana I'm going to come bacher il9ib7 to pick you up, ok?" I told her.

"Ok.. awal shay bakamel Grey's Anatomy ba3dain anam.." She said as she got up.

"Ay 7al8a gam t6al3een?" I asked.

"Cement guy episode.. do you want to come watch it with me?" She replied.

"Hmm.. sure why not?" I said, as I scooped her and ran to the house. She laughed as she told me to be quiet because her parents were sleeping.

We watched the episode together, she cried, and I hugged her, trying to stop myself from laughing.

"Do you want your life to be like Grey's anatomy?" I asked her when the episode finished.

"Yes!! They have so many interesting cases!!!" She replied, excited.

"Do you want to live one of Meredith's experienced now ya3ny?" I asked her mischievously.

"I wish.." She said as she sighed.

"Ya3ny you want us to pretend ina you're meredith and I'm derrick, during one of their endless make-out sessions?" I asked.

"M7ammad!! I can't believe you.. we're in my parent's house.. omg.." She said as she got up.

"Fine.. good night then.. but don't say I didn't offer.." I laughed as I left and drove to our house.


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