Monday, November 22, 2010

Imagination Running Wild..

Random post..

Dedicated to H..

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"Do you want me?" He asked, smiling knowingly.

She stared at him, hating the fact that she was exposed in every way possible.

"Answer my question.." He imitated the voice she used, every time he chose not to answer her questions.

"Well, your question isn't really clear.. you have to give me a clear definition for the word 'want'" She replied, thinking that she passed the danger zone by making her witty remark.

"Do you want to marry me?" He asked, gazing into her eyes, holding her face, and forcing her to look directly at him.

She closed her eyes, a tear forcefully escaping her secured eyelid.

He traced her tear with his finger, kissing where it stopped, just next to her lips.

He hugged her, feeling every emotion in her tense body melt with his touch.

He felt her love.

He felt her fear.

He felt her attachment.

His heart ached from the depth of the emotions being transferred to him; and he shuddered thinking of what she's going through right now. She was very fragile, and he knew it, but he liked the fact that he was her savior, her protector.

"Intay 7abeebty.." He said, hugging her even closer, trying to assure her that their love is going to last forever.

When in reality, both of them know that they are not meant to be.

She was his, without having to announce it; he had control over every fiber in her body.

They are the perfect match; their souls are made for each other.

But every other thing defies their love.

" I .. " She started, but his lips found hers immediately, savoring their taste, and preserving the sacred silence in which only their hearts were communicating.

She held onto him, only thinking about the moment.

" a7ibich .." He said, moving away before things get too far.

She looked at him, with pain in her eyes. Pain because all the love she has for him was weighing her down. She felt suffocated, she felt weak, she felt tired.

She looked at him, silently asking him to make the pain go away.

He observed her, hating the fact that pain fogged the spark in her eyes.

He scooped her once more in his arms, where they both felt at home.

He tightened his grip on her waist, and almost crushed her against him.

"Do I really have to go down on one knee?" He asked her.

Tears automatically brimmed her eyes again; this time he kissed her eyes tenderly.

"I love you.." She said it aloud for the first time, her voice shaking. She felt her whole body sigh as she verbally confessed for the first time that she loved him.

"Gooleeha ba3ad marra.." He whispered.

"a7ibik.." She replied sincerely, as she bit her trembling lips, "I don't want to lose you" She continued, her voice breaking.

He looked at her, and for the first time he was speechless.

Her words touched him so deeply; he felt his heart break as he watched her trying to compose herself.

He went down on one knee, and without a word he slipped the ring onto her slim finger.

He sat there admiring it, admiring the fact that she is now officially his no matter what anyone else says about it, while she stood still frozen.

She looked up at him, one glance, and she knew what was coming is worth the wait.

She closed her eyes tightly, wanting all the images she was creating to disappear. She was imagining again, this was her thing.

She wiped her eyes as she recalled their beautiful love story, perfect in her imagination. Every time she saw him, she imagined a love-filled conversation, where he would somehow confess all his feelings.

That day never came.

She watched him today, as he held another girl's hands. She watched him kiss her fingers. She watched them silently, wishing that she would die because it would be less painful. She hated herself for being so selfish. Shouldn't she be happy for him?

But how can she happy when all her dreams were shattered in front of her. He was everything she ever wanted, and still is; but life does that sometimes. It deprives you from the only thing you really want, need, and love.


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Hope you liked it..
And I will try my best to post the story (no promises when)..
TC!

13 comments:

Dee said...

ahhh that really touched me !!!!
i really dont like it when people think that if hes with another girl i should be happy for him !
NO I SHOULDNT!!
if i'm not that girl then NO i'll never be happy for him even though if i loved him more than anything in the world !

really its a good post <3

Dont.Dwell said...

i agree with Dee !

ur post yay 3al jar7 !

loved it ;D

Anonymous said...

Wow !! So touching ... Bs elly ma fahamta why didnt they get married ??;s



Lulu

Anonymous said...

3 Days left for the national day OF EMIRATES <3

Bella said...

amazing..!

A Rose with all Her Thorns said...

I have tears in my eyes while reading this! truly amazing :D and very well written...so sad :'(

Khalid said...

I'm so touched right now *8sh3reera*
yebteha 3al jar7..;( nag9 ana b3d...;p

Anonymous said...

wainich?!

Anonymous said...

when i you going to post YOUR story shushu???? i've been waiting like for days on end, everytime i come i check and it sadenss me when i see NOTHING please post soooooooooooon, Luv u.
annony who dosent no arabic

Anonymous said...

pleaaassse post the new meant to be!!! its beeen a long time and we are all anxiousss about the new events

Anonymous said...

happy new year, enshalla sanat 5eer for you.. please post meant to be :(

Jewel said...

Oh my god. My heart's aching. I'm NOT the romantic type at ALL. But that.. was pure magic.
I love how you built up hope then smashed it into tons of pieces :D

Summer said...

allah! wayid 7ilew!

this line made me laugh a bit..
"moving away before things get too far."
its ironic because they already went too far!!