Helloooo :)
thank you for all of you guys that comment.. it means a lot :)
this is a really long post..
bas unfortunately,, the bad news is.. I'm going to stop posting until we finish exams which is June 3rd..
sorry :P
bas I have to ya3ny..
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----- M7ammad
Our family was waiting for us when we arrived. I greeted everyone, and looked around to find Shaikha; I saw her hugging her mother tightly and crying.
Then I looked at my niece, who was now hugging me and crying. I laughed at how sensitive women can be and I briefly chatted with my brother before everyone went back to their cars to head home.
I drove her mom's car so that she can be with us, since Shai5a missed her so much. I watched her intently as described the shops that we went to, the malls, the bags, the shoes, everything. She explained even the tiniest details with passion.
She went on and on, and I wondered was she the same quiet person that travelled with me. She would even include me in the conversations sometimes, smiling and laughing normally. I enjoyed her presence more than ever because I felt like she was at ease.
When we got home, the females continued talking. It was about 7 o'clock but I was really tired. I decided not to go to the diwaniya that day.
I went upstairs, took a shower, locked both bedrooms, and sat in our small living room, watching TV.
The women left and soon Shai5a came, accompanied by my mother so she can show her the way to the room.
"il 7imdillah 3al salama.." I said as I smiled.
"Allah ysalmik.." She replied happily.
"Quick question, red and beige or green and pink?" I asked.
"Laish.." She replied.
"It's just a question.. answer me.." I told her.
"Hmm.. red and beige I guess.." She said hesitantly.
"Ok.. yalla 3ayal.." I replied as I led her to the bedroom, I unlocked it, and told
her to call me when she's changed.
I sat in the living room, waiting, then she called me after a long while.
I was almost sleeping by that time. I went there, plopped onto the bed, and slept after I mumbled good night.
Next morning, I woke up and found her still asleep next to me. I hugged her, and ruffled her hair. She opened her eyes lazily and smiled slightly as she rested her head on my chest.
"Good morning.." I said.
----- Shai5a
If there was anything that woke me up, it was his masculine voice. It was sleepy, rough, it was simply alluring. I hugged him closer instead of replying.
The sound of his heartbeats along with the laughter that rumbled in his chest sent butterflies in my stomach at such an early hour. I smiled and kept my eyes closed.
"Yalla shai5a goomay.." He said in his captivating voice.
I just shrugged; I was honestly too lazy. After he slept last night I took my time cleaning everything, and organizing my clothes in the closet.
"Shushu.. yalla.." He said, driving me crazy.
I really hope he didn't hear my heart beats accelerating as he said that.
I got up, embarrassed by the way I was overreacting to his simple gestures.
"Good morning.." I said as I stretched.
----- M7ammad
She was too cute, I honestly couldn't resist. I had to do something. I stared at her, thinking about the outcomes and contemplating if I want to do that now.
She got up in time, spoiling all my plans for the moment.
I used the other bathroom as she finished and we went downstairs together.
We joined my mother, and my brother Fahad and sister Mariam, for breakfast.
Random conversations were going on.
"Shai5a ma awa9eech ya murt u5ooy.. I want you to bake your famous chocolate cake for me.." said Fahad pleadingly.
"Inshallah.." she said as she laughed.
"Na3am na3am.. shno mako sh'3l .. ana murty ma ti6ba5 7ag a7ad '3eery.." I said trying to sound serious.
She blushed as she drank some orange juice, and Fahad laughed.
"5ala9 yumma.. zawjeeeeeeeeeeny... aby chocolate cake.." He screamed, as we laughed at his silliness.
"Yumma.. mino bl mazra3a il7een?" I asked.
"ma77ad.." She replied.
"Inzain.. ana w shai5a bacher binroo7.. and we are going to stay there for a couple of days.. goolay 7ag 5wany ma iyoon.." I told her.
Shai5a and Mariam were too busy talking about fashion, so I guess she didn't hear me.
----- Shai5a
After breakfast we went to my parents house, he stayed for a while then left to take care of some business.
At night, when he came to pick me up...
"M7ammad.. aby anam 3nd umy ilyoom.." I pleaded.
He seemed surprised from my request at first, and I felt guilty but I really missed her and our house.
"Laish.. feech shay?" He asked concerned.
"No.. I just miss her so much .. I want to stay with her tonight.." I replied, hoping he wouldn't get angry.
"No.. I can't sleep if you are not next to me.." He replied, and I let it go although I was kind of disappointed.
When we got to our room, he told me that we will be staying in their mazra3a for a couple of days, so I prepared my bag with all the things I need.
"Yalla did you finish?" He asked.
"Yeah.." I replied.
"Take your pjs for the night w ta3alay.." He told me.
"Laish?" I asked
"Bas.. just do it.." He said as he grabbed my pjs, stuffed them in my purse, and led me downstairs.
He dropped me off at my parents house. I honestly didn't expect him to do that. I looked at him, surprised, with a smile forming on my face in spite of me.
"A5er marra.. w be ready I'm going to pick you up tomorrow morning.. " He said as he waved good-bye.
"Thank you..." I said as I ran to the house.
And as soon as I closed the door, he sped off.
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Hope you enjoyed..
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Meant to Be (Part thirty-one)
Posted by Touch My Soul at 9:37 AM 36 comments
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Meant to Be (Part Thirty)
Long post..
bas i wont be able to post until next weekend because im really busy this week..
This post is dedicated to the newly weds..
and Bibi
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---- M7ammad
The next couple of days went by quickly, we had fun, swimming lessons, cooking together, building sand castle competitions (I always cheated but not once did I win; we would send pictures to people without mentioning whose is which, and her castle would always have the tiniest beautiful details, so it always won). We spent time watching movies, talking, and basically just relaxing.
Today is our last day here, we were packing our stuff and getting ready to leave. I finished packing since I didn't bother much and just threw everything inside the bag and closed it.
I went to help her out. She was carefully folding every single piece of clothing and separating them according to the color. I rolled my eyes as I took a seat next to her and watched.
"Tara ma ra7 n5ale9 chithee.." I told her.
"Imbala.. ma buga shay.." she replied.
"Inzain.. why don't you finish quickly so we can have one last swim before we go.."
I asked her.
"Ok, inshallah.. why don't you help?" She said.
"I will just throw everything in, I don't have the patience to fold everything.." I told her.
"La2 5ala9.. I will do it on my own then.." She said quickly.
I laughed and continued watching her fold everything neatly.
As she was folding, I noticed a red thing in a plastic bag. Just out of curiosity, I
took it out. It was a swimming suit.
"Shai5a.." I said suspiciously. "Shno hatha?"
"Um... a swimming suit.." She gulped.
"W laish tgooleen ma 3ndich 3ayal?" I asked surprised.
"Bas.." She replied.
"Bas?.." I asked.
"M7ammad.. look at the swimming suit please.. it's so small.. doesn't cover anything.. ya3ny do you seriously expect me to wear this in front of you?" She said quickly, without looking at me.
She kept folding her clothes, until she finished. I put the swimming suit in the bed with my shorts and helped her close the bag.
"Yalla..let's go swim, we still have about two hours before the boat comes.." I told her. "Go change.." I told her as I threw the red swimming suit at her.
"I am not wearing this M7ammad!" She exclaimed.
"Yes you are.." I said as I took off my shirt and threw it on the bed.
She turned around, and I left to change into my shorts.
"Laish leel7een ma badaltay!!!" I asked when I came back, and saw her sitting on the
bed, with the swimming suit in her hand.
"Ma ra7 albesa.. and I already closed my bag and I'm not opening it again.. and I
don't feel like swimming.." She replied.
"It's our last day.. you are not going to swim again in god knows how many ages.. come on.." I said.
"M7amad.. I'm not going to wear this .." She said in reply.
"You are.. walla if I don't see you changed in two minutes.. tshoofeen.." I said as I left the room, trying not laugh.
Two minutes later she came out with a towel wrapped around her and she was wearing my shirt.
"First of all .. go take off my shirt because I will wear that to the airport.. and come back quickly..and I really hope you are wearing that swimming suit so I don't have to deal with you the hard way.. " I told her as I smiled.
She went to change.. and came back, holding the towel tightly with both hands.
We went outside, and I sat on the shore and she sat beside me.
"Whenever you are ready you know.." I said as I stared ahead.
"M7ammad.." She said, in a soft voice. I almost told her to go wear my shirt, do whatever she wanted, and come back. I actually never liked my name more. But she has to let go of some of her habits, ma y9eer tisti7y minny.
"Il7een intay laish moo 3ajbich?.. Don't you like the color red.. you said that it was your favorite color.. 3ayal what's the problem?" I asked.
"It's too revealing.." She said, on the verge of crying.
"It's not.. believe me.. I've seen worse!" I said sarcastically.
"Na3am??" She said, raising her eyebrows surprised with an angry expression.
"What?.. I studied in the States.. ya3ny basically whenever you go to the beach.. or whenever it's a hot day you see naked people everywhere.." I said.
She looked away, still annoyed.
"Ok.. why are you mad now?" I asked.
She still didn't look at me.
"It's not like I was purposely looking, they just walk in front of you.." I continued.
She stood up suddenly, threw her towel and started pacing in front of me, madly.
It was too much for me to handle, just too much.
"Ya3ny shno? They just walk in front of you.. chithee.." She said as she stood in front of me, crossing her arms angrily. "And then you look at them like this, like you are looking at me right now.. and you say you were not looking?" She said crossly.
I stood up and held her hand forcefully.
"I never looked at anyone the way I look at you.." I said.
I could feel all her anger evaporating as I looked into her eyes. She looked down embarrassed after a while.
"Are you ok?" I asked concerned, she was usually really calm. It was her first outburst really.
"Yeah.. sorry.." She replied quietly.
I hugged her, and she was shivering slightly. I hugged her closer and waited for her to get back to normal.
"Are you sure you are ok?" I asked again.
"yeah.. I guess" She replied.
"Do you want to tell me anything?" I said.
"Not really.. it's just .. nothing really.." She said as she blushed.
"Aha.. I get it.. no worries yalla.. I've seen worse.." I said.
She stared at me again.
"No no .. my bad .. I haven't seen worse walla.." I replied quickly.
She laughed as we made our way to the beach.
I stared at her, unbashful, as she pretended to look in the other direction.
Her swimming suit was red, as I already mentioned. It covered the chest area, but more than half of her back was showing. Her arms were showing, and almost all her thighs too. I should be okay with it, it should be nothing, I should not be affected.. I kept repeating in my head.
"Can you stop.. please.." She said after a while.
"No.. my eyes can't have enough of you.." I replied still looking.
She looked for her towel, but I caught her in time, stopping her from getting it.
"I am your husband you know.." I told her.
"yalla m7amaaaad.." She said as she hurried towards the water, pulling me with her.
We swam for about half an hour, then she stopped complaining that her back was
starting to burn from the sun and that she felt tired.
"What?.. we usually swim for two hours and you don't complain.." I said surprised.
"I'm just tired M7ammad.. w '6ahry y3awerny" She said as she pouted.
"Come here.." I said as I carried her.
Of course she threw a fit and asked me to put her down, and so on, but I ignored her as I made my way inside.
I threw a towel on the couch.
"Yalla namay 3ala ba6nich.." I told her.
"No way.." She replied.
"Yalla.." I said.
"Noo.." She said as she moved away from me.
"Ta3alay.." I said as I carried her and put her on the couch.
"M7ammad.. walla I'm not in the mood for any of this.." She said as she squirmed
under me.
"Intay namay 3ala ba6nich.. I swear you will like it.." I told her sincerely.
----- Shai5a
Hesitantly, I did.
He started massaging my back and I literally melted in my place, on the couch, and I think I even died.
Even though he was being totally professional, I couldn't help thinking about his
touch on my bare back.
I felt more relaxed and much better afterwards.
When he finished, he kissed my back softly.
"Yalla.. go change so we don't get late.." He said.
"Thank you.." I replied with a smile.
"Anytime.. as long as you are wearing a red swimming suit.." He winked, and left to change.
----- M7ammad
We went back, to the original hotel.
We were supposed to stay one week on the private island only. But it was not as bad as I thought, so I called my sisters a week ago and told them to extend our stay, and we ended up in the island the whole time.
After checking out and finalizing everything, we headed to the airport.
We were both equally tired, so the trip back to Kuwait was uneventful, we slept, watched some movies, chatted for a while.
Finally, we are back to Kuwait.
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:)
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Monday, May 3, 2010
Meant to Be (Part twenty-nine)
It's long.. as promised..
again fee shwaya "action" :P
This post is dedicated to "P0ach" (6ab3an you all know him) although he's not a reader..
Thank you for mentioning my blog on your BLOG :p ..
w aby agool for all the commenters.. thank you :)
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----- M7amad
I couldn't sleep, so I stayed awake, watching movies in bed for a while. I heard some footsteps, so I went to see what was happening.
I saw her holding her pillow closely, and looking around intently. She jumped when she saw me and muffled her scream.
"M7ammaaaaaad! you scared me!!!!!!!" She said after a while.
"What are you doing anyways?" I said as I chuckled.
"I don't know.. 3abaly kan fee 7aramy.. fa I was looking around.." She blabbed on and on.
"La7'6a la7'6a.. 3abalich fee 7aramy?" I said trying to keep a straight face.
"Ee.." She said, still looking around.
"Okaaaaaay.. w intay bl '6ab6 shno tabeen tsaween 7ag il 7aramy?" I asked
"Hmm.. I don't know.. I swear I heard sounds.. there was something opening and closing..and people were talking.." She continued.
"Okay.. come here.." I said as I led her towards my room. "Shoofay.." I said as I pointed at the TV.. "There is your thief right there.." I said as I laughed.
"Ohhhh.." She said embarrassed.
"Now what?" I said as I laughed loudly at her expression.
"Good night.." She said as she took small steps towards the door.
"You are welcome to stay you know.." I said.
"No thanks.." She said as she hurried outside.
"There can always be another thief around you know.." I replied.
"Really?" She said as she stopped abruptly.
"Yeah.." I replied, trying to sound convincing. "I suggest you stay here for the
night.." I continued.
"Bas.." She began, but the scream of the woman in TV interrupted her making her jump
and hide behind me.
"Oh my god.." she said as she grabbed my shirt.
"It's the lady on TV.. don't worry.." I said as I hugged her, trying my best to stop
myself from laughing.
"5ala9 5ala9 .. maby aroo7.. please let me stay.." She pleaded.
"Inzain.. just let me change the channel gabel ma y9eer feech shay.." I said as I laughed.
"M7ammad.. mako mukan 7agy.. you don't even have a couch.." She said quietly.
I didn't reply.
"Can you help me carry my bed from the other room?" She asked.
"No.." I replied simply.
"Fine.. I'll bring the couch in from the living room.." She said as she left.
She struggled for a while with the couch, as I stood watching her and laughing. Alone, she managed to move the couch a couple of inches only before plopping on it and declaring she was tired.
"Can you help me please.." She said after a while.
"Yalla da5el.." I replied, ignoring her question.
"Will y--" She began.
"I will take back my offer if you don't get in now.. " I warned.
"la2 5ala9 5ala9.." She said as she hurried inside.
"Pick your spot.." I told her.
"Ay spot.." She asked clueless.
"Which side of the bed do you want?" I asked, trying to push away all the thoughts
in my head.
"It doesn't matter.." She replied.
"You don't want me to choose believe me" I warned her.
"Right side.." she said automatically.
"Jump in.." I replied.
She slowly lied on her side of the bed and closed her eyes. I smiled as I went to
the other side.
She shivered slightly and covered herself with the blanket.
"Are you cold?" I asked.
"Yeah.. it's so cold here.." she replied slowly.
"Ta3alay yamy.." I told her as I pulled her next to me. "Ana adafeech.." I whispered.
She shivered again, and I laughed as I hugged her tightly and rubbed her arms and back, full of Goosebumps now.
----- Shai5a.
I shivered, but not because I was cold this time. His warm breath tickled my cheeks, it sent tiny butterflies awakening all my nerve cells and causing chaos in my system.
He hugged me closer to him, the closeness almost drugged me. I felt like he was in control. He had me right there, I was his.
"Do you really feel like sleeping?" He asked after a while, a while of pure bliss, being so close to him and feeling his heartbeats aroused feelings that I never knew
had existed in me.
"Not really.." I replied trying to focus.
----- M7ammad
"Do you want to watch a movie then?" I asked
"Madree.." she replied.
"How about we play the get to know you game now?" I asked.
"EEEEEEEEEEeee... yalla.." She said excitedly.
Reluctantly, I freed her from my hugging embrace and we sat down properly.
"Wait.. I need to find something.." She said as she looked around. "Do you have a pen or something?" She continued.
"Why do we need a pen?" I asked .
"So we can decide who asks and who answers.." She replied.
"We'll just take turns.. yalla ta3alay.." I replied, thinking of some questions.
"Ok.." She sat in front of me and smiled. "You start.." She said.
"no I'm new at this.. you start.." I replied.
"okay.. what is your life-long dream?" She asked.
"I don't have a specific dream.. too old to have one anyways.." I said.
"M7ammaaaaaaaad.. you're ruining the game.. you have to answer.." She complained.
"Fine.. My dream is to have tons of children, and that I can fill the role of the supportive loving father for them.. I always wanted to have a big family.." I rambled..
"Okay.." She smiled and blushed slightly.
"What's your dream?" I asked laughing.
"You can't use my question.." she replied.
"Ok.. just answer it while I think of another question.." I said.
"My dream was to be a doctor and save people's lives, and maybe have my own clinic.." She replied.
"Oh really?" I asked surprised.
"yeah.." I said.
"The semester will begin soon... did you get accepted in Kuwait Uni?" I asked.
" Yeah.. but I transferred to English literature studies instead.." She relied with
a slight frown.
"Why?" I asked surprised.
"My dad's decision I guess.." She replied quietly, with a sad face.
"Do you still want to study medicine?" I asked.
"It doesn't matter now.." She replied, as she looked around trying to distract herself.
"Just answer my question.." I said.
"Ya3ny if I had the opportunity .. yeah akeed.. bas 5ala9 I'm starting to accept the
fact that I won't be a doctor after all..." She replied.
"Ya3ny you're giving up on your dream.. b hal suhoola?" I asked her.
"No.. bas sometimes things just don't go the way you planned, and there is no point
in fighting back.." She replied. "Let's just change the subject.." She said.
"Fine.. your turn to ask .." I said..
"Nooo.. it's yours.." She almost screamed.
"I asked you if you were going to give up on your dream.. I asked you tons of
questions actually.. so now it's your turn.." I chuckled.
" Fine... okay okay.." She said as she started thinking. "What's your favorite place in the whole wide world?" She said enthusiastically after a couple of seconds.
"Mazra3atna.. I can't live without that place.." I told her.
"Yeah I like the place too.. its.. comforting.." She replied.
"It is.. I'll take you there sometime.. just you and me.." I said as I winked.
"It's your turn.." She said trying to change the subject as she blushed.
"Answer your question first.." I told her.
"Hmm.. I don't really have a favorite place, I love the sea though, anywhere,
anytime, I like being near the ocean.." She replied smiling.
"Okay.. let me think now.." I said as I scratched my goatee.. "How many children do
you want?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows.
"You call that a question.." she asked as she hid her face.
"Answer.. la t5arbeen il li3ba.." I replied as I laughed.
" three.." She said quickly.
"You mean three times four.." I replied laughing.
"What?!! No waaaaay.." She said with her eyes wide with disbelief.
"twelve, not more, not less.." I stated firmly.
"But.." She started.
"I think we should start.. 3ashan yamdeena.." I said, in a matter-of-fact tone.
"M7ammaaaaaaad.. good night okay.." She said as she covered herself with the blanket.
"Good night.." I said as I laughed.
I got closer and hugged her from the back.
"M7ammad.. you are on the left side.." She said as she tried to push me away.
"La2.. we're on the same side from now on honey.." I said sleepily.
"M7ammad.. go to your side.." She complained.
"This is my bed, I decide where to sleep.." I replied, yawning.
" Ok then.. I want to go to my bed.." She said stubbornly.
"If you can .. go ahead.." I said, tightening my grip on her.
"M7ammad.." She started to ramble.
I turned her, so she can face me, and pressed my lips against hers, shutting her up.
"Good night now.." I whispered as I closed my eyes.
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