Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Meant to Be (Part twenty-eight)

Adreeeeee.. walla adry..
sorry ;P
This post ya3ny fee shwaya more action than usual,
fa ily ma yaby yigrah la yigrah :P
w please remember that they are married,
So I am in no way promoting anything ;P
This post is dedicated to Um 3abdulla.. inshallah ya3jibich il wa'63 ;p
and to the ba7rainy people :)

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----- M7ammad


Slowly, she backed away, shocked.

Just as she was about to run away, I pulled her back.

"Wain ray7a?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.

She stuttered, trying to form coherent words, but failing over and over again.

"Ya3ny il shay ily abee lazem a5tha broo7y?" I asked.

Again, her wide brown eyes stared at me. I was drawn into them.

Were her eyes not that appealing, I may have restrained myself. But her eyes were,
by far, the most beautiful mirrors I have ever looked into.

I saw myself in them, and I saw her soul there too. It was floating, both our souls were floating, trying to find each other.

I closed the distance between us, and our lips met for the first time. It was supposed to be a small peck, but the feel of her soft lips on mine made me want more.

I kissed her, keeping my lips lingering in their place every now and then.

I wanted to spend the night kissing her over and over again, but I had to stop.

I didn't want to push her too far, and it took all the strength in me to pull away.

I smiled as I watched her, standing there with her eyes still closed, her lips still parted.

I almost kissed her all over again, but instead I walked away after kissing her forehead.

"Good night sweetie .. " I said as I went to my bedroom.

I took a cold shower, trying to forget that she was in the next room. Just a few
steps away..



------ Shai5a


I touched my lips as I smiled in spite of myself. He just kissed me, and I actually enjoyed it.

I felt that I was really close to him for the first time.

Is it too soon, or am I really falling for him?

No way, it was just a kiss, I don't even know if he likes me.

I sighed as I entered my empty bedroom, while thinking about him, just a few steps
away from me.


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Adreeeeee.. 7adda short
bas better than nothing...
w 3ashan the ppl who decided not to read dont miss on a lot of things..
Hope you enjoyed..

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Meant to Be (Part twenty-seven)

helloo..
this is a long post, sorry for the delay :p
It's dedicated for the anony who didn't want to sleep ;p
i hope you did, and please saway nickname for urself :)
and also for Princess T, who is a pisces :p

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----- M7ammad

I hugged the soft pillow closer and as I inhaled deeply, taking in the smell of the sea.

"M7ammad.." called a soft, distant voice.

I did not reply because I was really tired.

"M7ammad.. I can't breathe.." Said the voice in a more distinct manner.

I opened my eyes slowly, and got up quickly when I saw that I was practically crushing her body.

"Oh... sorry" I mumbled as I lied on the sand.

"Laish ma tgoom tnam da5el?" She asked after a while.

"I'm too tired.." I said grumpily. I hate sleeping in the afternoon.

"Come on, I'll help you up.." She said as she offered her hand.

I took her hand and pulled her down with me.

"Ouch!" She cried

"Will you be quiet?" I said as I hugged her.

"3awartny!" She replied.

"Sorry.. now be quiet.." I asked her again.

"I don't like sleeping in the afternoon.." She mumbled.

"Shhhh.." I said.

"The sun is annoying.." She complained.

I ignored her.

"Can you let me go?" She asked.

"What part of be quiet don't you understand?" I said, sounding angry, when in
reality, I was enjoying her rambling.

She stayed quiet and didn't move after my remark. I didn't even feel her breathing.

"Shaikha.." I called, just to make sure.

"Na3am?" She replied in an inaudible voice.

"Let's play a game.." I said thoughtfully.

"Shno?" she asked questioningly.

"It's a get to know the other person kind of game.." I said, trying to think of a good game quickly.

"Ya3ny shno.. truth or dare?" She said excitedly.

"yeah, kind of.." I said, laughing.

"Ok.. let's start then!!" She said, almost clapping her hands.

I laughed as I watched her get up and walk around trying to think of questions. She stopped and smiled a few times as new ideas popped into her heads I guess.

The sun was beginning to set, and different shades of colors were mixing in the sky, creating a splendid combination.

"Shai5a.. ta3alay gi3day shoofay il sunset.." I told her.

She came quickly and sat next to me, and I moved closer to her, enveloping her in a side-hug. To my surprise, she leaned in and put her head on my shoulders as she stared at the sky with a dreamy look on her face.

"It's beautiful isn't it?" I said after a while.

"yeah.. it is.." She whispered.

"It's almost as beautiful as you.." I continued, as I watched her lips curving to form a small smile, and her cheeks turning bright red.

I kissed her cheeks and pointed to my laps.

"Gi3day.." I told her.

Again, she surprised me by actually sitting without any complaints. I hugged her closer, and I smiled at how she seemed more comfortable with my presence these days.

We sat like that for a long while, until it was dark outside.

"I'm hungry.." I said as my stomach growled.

"I am too.." She said, not moving.

"Ya3ny shno il7een?" I said.

"Madry.." She replied simply.

"Goomaaaaaaaaay... yalla sawweely 3asha.." I said as I got up, pulling her with me.

"Inshallah, inshallah.." She said as she ran to the kitchen.



----- Shai5a


He followed me and sat on a stool, just watching.

"You know that you look hot right?" He said after a while.

I ignored him and turned around, trying to focus on the lettuce that I was cutting.

"Tadreen shno a7la shay bl dinya?" He asked seriously.

"Shno?" I said as I looked at him.

"The thought of a woman cooking..so hot.." He said as he winked.

I rolled my eyes as I continued to cut the lettuce, and moved on to the cucumbers.

"What are you doing?" He asked as he peeked.

"A salad.." I said.

"WHAT!! Nooo.. Agoolich I'm hungry!! Tgooleely salad?" He complained.

"W fee sandwiches ba3ad .." I said as I laughed.

"Itha ma shiba3t I'm going to eat you.." He threatened as he got closer.

"5alaaaaaa9.. asaweelik desert ba3ad.. bas I have to see what is in the fridge
first.." I said as I ran away.

"If you need anything, I can just call the people in charge and they will bring
it.." He said.

"Madry.. look in there and see what do we have.." I replied.

"The fridge is full.." He replied after a while, "I think you can manage to make
anything from what we have.." He continued as he took a seat.

"I'll take a look later.." I said distractedly.

"Do you need help madame?" He asked.

"Mademoiselle.." I replied involuntarily, and bit my tongue afterwards.

He mumbled something which I didn't hear and left.

I cursed myself over and over for being so stupid, and worked quickly. I finished
the salad with a side dip and the sandwiches, and washed my hands.

"M7ammad!" I called as I looked around.

He came in after a while, as I was setting the table, and helped me. We sat down in
silence, as he helped himself to some salad. I munched slowly, thinking of a way to break the ice.

I looked at him, and he was too busy thinking, with his plate left almost untouched.

"Did you not like the food?" I asked worried.

"No.. it's delicious, tislam eedich.." He replied as he ate.

"Allah ysalmik.. why don't you eat some sandwiches if you are hungry?" I said.

He kept quiet as he finished the salad on his plate and got up.

"Il 7imdillah.." He said as he disappeared into the house.

I was surprised, if there is anything that I learned about him these few days, it
was that he had a great appetite, mashallah. I felt guilty, and put some sandwiches on the plate and went to find him. He was sitting outside, absorbed in the movement of the waves in front of him.

I sat down beside him and handed him the plate. He refused to take it, claiming that
he was not hungry anymore.

I took a sandwich and brought it closer to his mouth.

"Min eedy.." I said.

He smiled a weak smile, and reached for the sandwich.

"La2.. open your mouth.." I said as I laughed.

He raised his eyebrows, and looked at me questioningly. A7isa ygool sh6ary 3aleeha.
He ate silently and I offered him another sandwich, and he ate it too.

"Tara you still have to make the dessert if that is what you are trying to run away
from.." He said as he finished the last one.

"Inzain.." I said, as I laughed and got up.

"a7la meal min a7la eed.." He said as he grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I ran to the kitchen and did my quick recipe for fried ice-cream.

"m7ammaaaaaaad..." I said as I ran outside, "yalla fried ice-cream!" I said, but I didn't find him.

I went to the kitchen, to find him already there, helping himself.

" Ta3alay thoogay il dessert mal murty.." He said.

"Mashallah 3aleeha ..she's really talented.. " I said as I tasted the dessert.

"6al3a 3alay.." He chuckled.

I ignored him, and we continued to eat from the same plate silently.

"Abeech intay twakleeny.." He said, more like demanded.

I obeyed, just as the spoon touched his lips, he screamed.

"Aaaaaaaaay.." He said as he jumped.

"Shno??" I asked scared.

"7iragteeny!!" He said as he licked his lips.

"Oh my god.. I'm so sorry walla ma knt adry!!" I said as I brought some water.

"La2.. water is not good for these kinds of burns.." He replied.

"3ayal shno?" I asked confused.

"Ta3alay.. do just as I tell you.." He said in a commanding way.

"Okay.." I replied obediently.

"Come closer.." He ordered.

I did.

"Closer.." He said again.

I did again.

"Blow on it slightly.." He said.

I did, not realizing his intentions. My face was a few inches away from his, as I blew softly, worrying about him.

"Kiss me.." He said with his eyes closed.


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Saturday, April 10, 2010

Meant to Be (Part Twenty-six)

Hello :)
extra long post, I think..
Dedicated to the anony who doesn't understand arabic, but is reading anyways..
I tried to include as much english as I can!!

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---- M7ammad


"Come oooooooon!!" I shouted.

She came still fiddling with the shirt and trying to make it smaller so that it can
fit her.

"M7am..." She trailed off when she looked in my direction.

She looked down quickly, and blushed deeply. I chuckled as I got up and went to her.

"Na3am Shai..." I said imitating her.

"Nothing.. yalla lets go.." She said, still not looking up.

"Wait .." I said as I pulled her closer to me.

She was wearing my shirt with shorts that almost covered her knees. I rolled up her sleeves, and tied the sides of the shirt in a knot so that it seemed more fitting.

"I'm an expert, right" I said as I admired my work, or maybe I was eyeing her figure, I don't really know.

"Yalla.." She said, running away from me.

"Where do you want to swim, in the pool or the ocean?" I asked.

"Ocean of course!!" She said excitedly.

"Wait here so I can check out the place first" I told her.

"Why?" She replied questioningly.

"I want to check if anyone can see us from here" I said, not realizing how stupid I sounded.

"It's a private island!" She replied confused.

"Fine.. I need to check if it's safe first, Just stay here .." I said as I headed to the shore.

I felt silly, but I had to look around first. The island was small, basically a house, two huts, a pool, something that looks like a dock, and the shore. The other islands were far away, almost invisible, and the water was clear.

I went back to get her.

"Yalla.. the coast is clear" I said laughing. She rolled her eyes and tried to get past me. "No way you are going anywhere without me.." I said as I carried her on my back and ran to the water.

"M7ammaaaaad!!" She screamed as she held on tighter.

"Do you know how to swim?" I asked as we got closer to the water.

"Don't throw me.." She replied scared.

"Just answer me.. do you?" I asked again.

"I don't know.. it's been more than 3 years since I last swam.." she replied.

"Ok then.. I'm going to test your swimming skills" I said as I prepared to throw her.

"No no no no.. " She said, holding on with a strength I didn't think she had in her.

I turned her body so that she was facing me, with her still holding on to my neck.
She had her eyes closed tightly, and lips pursed in a cute way.

"Shai5a.." I said holding my laugh.

"Noooo.." She replied, burying her face in my chest.

I sat down, with her still hugging me; she involuntarily wrapped her legs around my
torso securing herself. I muffled my laugh and waited for her to realize that I'm not going to throw her.

After a while, she opened her eyes and looked around dazed.

"Did you throw me in the water?" She asked surprised.

I chuckled at her awed face.

"No I didn't.." I said as I looked at her squinting her eyes.

"Oh.." She said, as she looked at me, and almost jumped off embarrassed from the position she was in.

I laughed as I pulled her up.

"Show me your skills.." I said as we got in the water.

"What skills?" She asked confused.

"Kissing skills of course" I said, teasingly.

She looked around, wanting to run away somehow.

"Shai5a.. swim for god's sake.." I said, rolling my eyes.

She swam, quite skillfully, but she needed more practice. Her legs would go up to high sometimes, and she needed to stop to breath because she couldn't do it properly while swimming.

"I sucked, right?" She asked when she came back.

"No.. you were great .. watch me now.." I said as I plunged.



----- Shai5a


His strong muscled fought the waves with such a skill, that I felt ashamed from my swimming skills. Even when he was swimming I can see his muscles bulging with every movement.

He wasn't one of those huge, bulky guys that looked ugly; he was perfectly sculpted.
He swam around me, splashing water everywhere. He tickled my legs while he was underwater, and I laughed as I dived to annoy him too. Neither one of us was wearing the swimming goggles, so we came up quickly rubbing our eyes.

I opened my eyes and looked around, and he was still rubbing his eyes. Water droplets were leaving his hair rapidly, and falling on his manly shoulders. There was something about him, that was cute today. Maybe it was the contrast between his muscular arms and the way he was rubbing his eyes like a child that just got shampoo in them.

"There is something in my eye.." He complained as he rubbed harder.

"It's just water.. stop rubbing it, it's not good.." I said.

"No it's not water.. take a look.." He said as he came closer.

"Ma ashoof.." I said, standing on my tiptoes but still not being able to look into his eyes properly.

He glanced down at me, and chuckled as he leaned down.

"It's not funny.. just stay still.." I said as I looked into his eyes, his big black eyes.

How long I took to break the spell that they had on me is still a mystery. I was lost, so close, yet so far away in reality. With trembling fingers, I rubbed his eyes gently, causing the eyelash that was caught in there to appear.

"It's an eyelash.." I said quietly, not wanting him to move away.

"Thank god.. I thought you were lost on the way or something.. you took ages.." He said ironically. "And it's still bothering me" He complained again.

"Well, put your fingers, and take it out!" I said.

"You do it.." He said.

"A5af.." I replied.

"Just do it.. please!" He said, almost almost almost, pouting.

"Fine.." I said.

Gently, I took it out, and showed it to him.

"You're my savior!" He said as he hugged me and twirled me around.

I laughed and felt like hugging him back, but decided against it.

"Time for swimming lessons.." He said as he put me down.

"Am I that bad?" I said, pretending to look hurt.

"No, but I want you to be a professional swimmer.." He said.

"Where did you learn how to swim anyways.." I asked.

"Well, I used to go swimming in our chalet every weekend before I travelled abroad, and in the States I used to go swimming in my gym a lot, and I go diving sometimes
too.." He replied.

"You go to the gym?" I said involuntarily, and felt stupid almost directly afterwards.

"Isn't it obvious?" He said as he pointed at his chiseled abs.

"Let's swim.." I said, trying to change the subject.

"Lie on your stomach.. ya3ny float on the water" He said, and I obeyed.

He placed his hands on my stomach, and I jumped again, scared.

"What?" He asked confused.

"You scared me!" I replied.

"Shai5a.. come on.. I'm being serious.." He said, looking serious and hot in the same time, as he knit his eyebrows, trying to focus.

"Okay, okay.." I replied as I floated again, and looked at him sideways.

"Now first of all, you have to relax all your muscles and keep you back straight" He said, he ran his fingers up and down my body, and pointed at area, as he
repeated, "Relax."

How am I supposed to relax I thought to myself, while the only thing I can focus on is his touch.

"Come on Shai5a!" He urged, and I tried my best to do so. "Much better!" He said with an approving smile, that caused the butterflies in my stomach to dance around crazily.

"What's next?" I asked.

"Now show me how you move your hands?" He asked.

I moved them, as if I was swimming.

"Push with more force, and don't move them back this much, just stop here.." He said as he pointed at my waist.

I obeyed, and was rewarded with another breathtaking smile.

"Perfect.." He said, and I blushed.

"It's really hot!" I said, 3ashan arage3.

"Now your legs.." He replied, laughing.
I moved them, and he held me with one hand, while he used the other as a pointer so I would not kick so high in the air. He removed his hand, and concluded that we were almost done.

"Now one more thing, and it's the hardest thing. Show me how you breath while swimming.." He said.

"That.. I'm clueless in" I replied.

"Then we'll keep it for tomorrow.." He said as he carried me into deeper waters.

"Ma a7ib il 3amee8.." I said.

"I'm with you.." He said as he went on effortlessly.

"Stop, please.." I almost begged.

" Ok.. 5ala9.." He said as he stopped, with the water almost touching his chin.

"I can't touch the ground.. please don't leave me here.." I pleaded.

"You are going to race me back.." He replied.

"No no no.. maby" I said as I held on to him tighter.

"Ok them, I'm going to hold you while you swim shwaya.. and then we will race
together.." He said.

"No.." I refused again.

"Then I'm just going to leave you here.." He replied coolly.

"M7ammad.. " I said with tears stinging my eyes.

" I promise you I will hold you until we get to more shallow waters.. I will not let
you drown okay.." He said seriously.

I looked into his eyes and found all the reassurance I needed there. Slowly I let go
and he straightened my back, preparing me for swimming.

"Ready?" He said.

"Don't let me drown please.." I said one more time.

"You're a great swimmer, don't worry you will be fine.." He told me.

"Go.." He said, and he kept his promise by staying next to me and lifting my body
every time it started going lower.

He stopped me mid-way.

"See.. nothing happened.. you were great" He said with a smile. "Race time.." He
added.

" I need a break.." I said, breathing.

"Oh come on.. don't be lazy!!" He said.

"I'm tired!!" I said defensively.

"Fine.." He said, pretending to be bored.

"One, two, three.." I said quickly, and swam as fast as possible.

"Cheater!!" I heard him say, before diving and getting to the shore before me.

"You're too fast it's not even fair!!" I said when I got to him.

"That'll teach you not to cheat again!" He said laughing.

"I'm tired!!" I said as I laid down on the sand.

He laid down beside me, and held my hand. He moved closer to me, and placed his head on my shoulder.

"li3bay b sha3ry.." He said lazily.

I obeyed, and after a couple of minutes I glanced at his face, to see him fast asleep, with a smile across his beautiful face.


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Friday, April 2, 2010

Meant to Be (part twenty-five)

Hello!!
sorry adry 7addee 6awwalt..
bas I have exams w next week killa I cant post..
this is a quick one dedicated to Mrs. Chuck (samar)
Happy birthday and sorry I couldn't post ams!!

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------ M7ammad

From the minute we got there, she was fidgeting around nervously. It was cute, bas 7aseet ina ra7 y9eer feeha shay soon if she didn't calm down.

"Shfeech?!" I asked her calmly.

"Nothing!!" She replied, lying.

"Fine.. inzain what do you have in mind for today?" I asked her.

"Madry!!" She said.

"I think we should just lie in bed together all day, what do you think!!" I said, expecting a more enthusiastic reaction from her this time.

"Ha.. la2 we can swim, the weather is great!!!" She replied quickly.

"Ok then.. swimming it is.." I said chuckling.

She relaxed a bit, and sat more comfortably on the coach.

"Ta3alay gi3day yamy!" I said.

"Laish?!" She said, nervous again.

"Bas murty w abeech yammy!!" I said in a matter-of-fact way.

"Bas ana mirta7a mukany!" She replied, refusing to get up.

Even though she tried to sound tough, her voice quavered, revealing how scared she was.

"5ala9 3ayal.. ana za3alt.. w don't expect me to talk to you or accompany you in any of your activities today!" I said, of course I was just pretending.

I got up and explored the beach house, and was very thankful that there we two bedrooms, so I can stay in one while she has the other.

I threw myself in bed and covered myself. I switched on the TV and watched the Olympics.

I think I slept, but was woken up by the sound of my phone, notifying me that I had a message. We were supposed to go swimming, I thought as I stretches, but I guess I'll just stay in my room waiting for her. I looked at my watch, and it has been about 3 hours since I left her. She will come sooner or later I thought as I flipped through the channels.

I heard a soft knock on the door.

"Na3am.." I replied.

"3adee ad5al?" She asked quietly.

"Shda3wa lamma agoolich shay you listen to me.." I replied, smiling to myself, before she came in.

"Tara ra7 ad5al.." She said, as she opened the door slowly and peeked in.

I didn't look in her direction, and kept flipping through the channels.

"M7ammad.." she said, as she stood beside the bed.

I kept silent.

"M7ammad.."She said again.

"Oh you're talking to me now?" I asked her, feigning surprise.

"Laish za3lan?" She said, pouting.

"Si2lay nafsich.." I said.

"Im sorry.." She said, almost in tears.

"Laish intay shsaweetay?" I asked her.

She turned around, wanting to leave, but I grabbed her hand in time.

"Ta3alay yamy I told her.." as I scooted.

She sat beside me hugging her knees and trying not to cry.

"Namay.." I told her, and she did lie beside me.

I hugged her closer, as I traced her features with my fingers, and wiped a few tears that have unwillingly escaped from her eyes.

"Why are you crying now?" I asked her.

She didn't reply, but I felt her moving closer to me.

I held on to her tighter.

"Shai5a.. moo 3ala kil shay tabcheen.. it's not good for you" I told her gently.

"I'm an emotional person, ya3ny shasawy?" She said.

I looked at her for a while,

"I like emotional people.." I told her, as I kissed her nose.

She stared at the wall, and I stared at her.

"M7ammad.." She broke the silence. "When are we going to swim?" She asked.

"After you answer this question.." I replied.

"Shno?!"

"Laish lamma gitlich gi3day yammy awwal marra you refused? And you have to say the
truth, or else ma ra7 we'll stay in bed together all day" I told her, winking.

"Bas.. chithee.." She replied with the nervous attitude again.

"Ya3ny shno.. bas stubbornness?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Eee.." She said as she laughed.

"Ya salam.." I said, as I hovered on top of her now, trapping her by placing both of my arms around her. "Mit2akda?" I asked challengingly.

"La2.." She said quickly.

"Akeeeeed?" I asked again as I lowered my body, almost crashing hers.

"Eee" She said, gulping.

"3ayal shno il sibab?" I asked, looking at her lips and then her eyes that were as wide as an owl's now.

"M7ammad.. tara walla a5af.." She said with her eyes filling up now.

"Ok.. now you're talking!" I said as plopped myself beside her again. "Laish 5ayfa?" I asked.

"Bas.. a5af.. ok.. a5af minnik.. inzain.." She said in an incoherent way.

"Shai5a.." I started seriously, but she was still dazed, trying to catch her breath or something.

I waited for her until she calmed down.

"Shai5a.. I'm your husband.. ya3ny ma y9eer t5afeen minny!! You are supposed to
depend on me to keep you safe!" I said.

She didn't reply, and stared at the ceiling.

I kissed her cheeks, demanding her attention, and I got what I wanted immediately.

"Min ilyoom w raye7.. ma t5afeen minny okay?!" I ordered her, smiling warmly.

"Ok.." She said, smiling back.

"Yalla swimming!!" I said enthusiastically.

"Yeeeeeeeees!!" She replied with equal excitement, as we both laughed.

She went to her room to change, but was back in minutes.

"M7ammad!" She said as she pouted.

"Shfeech?" I asked worried.

"I don't have anything to wear!" She told me with a frown.

"3adee.. libsay ay T-shirt w 6il3ay.." I told her.

"Bas ma a7ib.." she replied.

"Here.." I threw one of my t-shirts in her direction. "Go wear this, and it will be good!" I said.

"But.." She started.

"No buts.. just go.." I told her.

Unwillingly, she went to dress. I took out one of my shorts, wore them, and decided that it was too warm for me to put on a shirt. So I waited for her in the living room.


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TC!