It's Someone's Birthday Today

It's "someone's" birthday today
January 3, 2010
It's his birthday ..
and I'm feeling like sh*t ..
The age difference is technically one year more today
and I will reply to all your comments for the previous post later inshallah!

of Course this post is dedicated to Him

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H,

Happy Birthday
May all your days be filled with joy and happiness
May you find the person who makes your heart flutter the way you make mine
May you fall in love again with the person you are meant to be with
May god brighten your path and grant you his precious blessings
May you live life to its fullest

I love you
No matter what happened
I love you.
No matter what I say
I love you.
as much as I pretend you are invisible
I love you.
as much as I ignore your presence
I love you.

No matter how many times I vow not to think about you,
my brain walks along the familiar path every day,
the path where you dominate everything,
the path filled with memories that I will cherish for the rest of my life,
the path filled with red roses, that provided me with all the love I needed in the beginning
But are now hurting me with their myriad thorns,
and even though I'm bleeding, I'm thankful
because they assure me that you were not just a figment of my imagination
You were real,
Our love was real.

You may think that I forgot about you,
you may assume that I no longer care,
But believe me you are wrong,
you mean the world to me
always and forever
I love you ..
and even as I say that, I feel like I'm not expressing myself enough.

I wish I can wish you a happy birthday properly.

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Madry mita the story :S