Saturday, March 23, 2013

Meant to be (part 47)



Hello everyone..
Sorry adry wayed 6awalt as usual..
This is going to be the post gabel the last one..
I'm sorry if the ending is going to dissapoint some of you..
____________________________________






 ----- Shai5a

 I opened my eyes slowly, hoping that my throbbing headache won't be exacerbated by the light.

I realized then that it wasn't just my head that was hurting, my whole body felt like it was on fire.

I stared at the ceiling trying to figure out where I was.

I heard a voice calling but I was too dizzy to understand what was going on around me.

"Shai5a" the voice was a bit more clear now.

"Mama.." I recognized her voice, my voice barely audible.

"7abeebti.." She said and I could hear it in her voice that she was crying.

I felt a sharp pain in my chest and forced myself to sit up shwaya so that I could see my surroundings.

I was in a hospital.

"Mama shilsalfa?" I asked dazed.

The doctor came in and started examining me; I couldn't really hear what he was saying to me.

 He gave up on trying to ask me and mumbled a few words to my dad who came in after him before he left the room.

"m7ammad.. waina?" I asked after a while, my voice croaky.

My mom and dad looked at each other, both of their eyes full of tears.

That sharp pain in my chest came back again.

"m7ammad waina?" I repeated.

 "M7ammad safar 3inda sh'3l.." My dad said in an unconvincing manner.

"laish ma galy? mita safar? w ana laish hny?" I asked

 My mom cried as she held my hand tightly.

I pulled my hand away, as all sorts of possibilities came through my mind.


















I'm staring at the ceiling as I remember that day.

My tears, which got used to their free reign by now, are flowing.

I ask myself over and over again..

Why?

Why does it hurt so much?

I open my laptop to go through our pictures as I do every night, but my flash disk doesn't work.

I feel too weak to panic.

I feel like someone took the last unshattered piece of my heart.

I feel helpless.

I try over and over again.

I try until there are no more tears.

That flash disk was the only thing I had left of him.

I feel numb.

I stare at the ceiling again.

I stare until I fall asleep for the first time in 6 months without going through every picture of us together.

Is it a sign? I ask myself

A sign to move on?

Is there such a thing as moving on?



________________________________________


What do you think happened?


35 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh my god!
Why why whyyyyy??????*breaking down*
U didn't find a better ending??:''''(
He's gone, isn't he?:''''(

Anonymous said...

But how????? All of a sudden?

Mer said...

There's a tear hanging right around the corner of our eyes waiting to fall, please say its a dream. This can't be happening :( Please post sometime soon, we wanna know what happened...


Lots of Love
Xxxxx

Anonymous said...

Mmmiiiiiiised you ;****
Dooont forget about the post you posted once about the "future of the story" they had kids, she was in the bathroom they kissed we want this ending not an ending that will lead us to tears :'(
-MLQ

Anonymous said...

OOOMMMGG :'(
whyyyyy is it a sad ending why!

-A

Anonymous said...

Noo please let it be a happy ending :(

Anonymous said...

Missed you !

Anonymous said...

Mn a5r mara gr2ta oo Ana kl youm aswe refresh agool ymkin tsween post b3d 1week swait oo you did post :o
Thank you !
Bs laish ketha el ending sad ? :(

Anonymous said...

i was soooo sooo mishta6a inna you posted!! ba3dain i read the post oo thaag khilgy :c illaa m7amad la yimoot :( i still picture him as my future hubby fa please :c

hubba hubba

Madliar said...

ayshay?

Anonymous said...

NOOOOO please we want M7md :( don't make him die *cries a river*

Anonymous said...

Please don't let them leave each other :( !

Anonymous said...

Please post soon mo el sna el jaya :p

Z said...

Oh my god??
He died?? NOOOO!!! M7AMMAD :"(
Please please please don't let him die :c

The story didn't end right? 'cause I'm seriously breaking down right now!

Don't let him die please :'(

Anonymous said...

Laaaa laymooot plzzz walllahhh :'(
Walla in love with ur storyyy laiiish sad endinggggg :(

Anonymous said...

nooooooo!!! u finally post and ur making us die inside!! its not fairr!! plz dont let him die!

Anonymous said...

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa illa m7amaaad la ymoooot abiiiih a9lan all the people that i could possibly marry are calld m7amaddd dont change that pleaaaase i want the stuff that happend to that couple to happn to me so dont let m7ammad die! that would make my future husband die:'( la allah y5aleech make it be a dream w tra 9ij u said in the pro-louge ina they would have kids f la tchathbeen
a9lan i know its a dream :'(its a dream:'( inshalla ya3ni waaaaay bamoooooot:'(

-FBA

Anonymous said...

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa illa m7amaaad la ymoooot abiiiih a9lan all the people that i could possibly marry are calld m7amaddd dont change that pleaaaase i want the stuff that happend to that couple to happn to me so dont let m7ammad die! that would make my future husband die:'( la allah y5aleech make it be a dream w tra 9ij u said in the pro-louge ina they would have kids f la tchathbeen
a9lan i know its a dream :'(its a dream:'( inshalla ya3ni waaaaay bamoooooot:'(

-FBA

Anonymous said...

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa illa m7amaaad la ymoooot abiiiih a9lan all the people that i could possibly marry are calld m7amaddd dont change that pleaaaase i want the stuff that happend to that couple to happn to me so dont let m7ammad die! that would make my future husband die:'( la allah y5aleech make it be a dream w tra 9ij u said in the pro-louge ina they would have kids f la tchathbeen
a9lan i know its a dream :'(its a dream:'( inshalla ya3ni waaaaay bamoooooot:'(

-FBA

Anonymous said...

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa illa m7amaaad la ymoooot abiiiih a9lan all the people that i could possibly marry are calld m7amaddd dont change that pleaaaase i want the stuff that happend to that couple to happn to me so dont let m7ammad die! that would make my future husband die:'( la allah y5aleech make it be a dream w tra 9ij u said in the pro-louge ina they would have kids f la tchathbeen
a9lan i know its a dream :'(its a dream:'( inshalla ya3ni waaaaay bamoooooot:'(

-FBA

Anonymous said...

It's amazing to go to see this site and reading the views of all colleagues regarding this post, while I am also keen of getting knowledge.

My web-site - buy and sell cars for profit

Anonymous said...

he probably died or something and that's I'm sorry really upsetting cuz we were reading this story for a coup
e of years not a month

Anonymous said...

When is the next post ??

Anonymous said...

Please don't let him leave !! Or die !! Please make it a happy ending ! :(

Anonymous said...

Post post post post please !

Anonymous said...

Please post soon not next month or next year please :(

Anonymous said...

Plzzz tell me its a dream our he is in a coma

Anonymous said...

Great websitе. Lоts of useful infoгmation herе.

I am senԁing іt to several fгiends ans also shаrіng in
delicious. And of cоursе, thank you foг youг effoгt!



Also visit my wеblog :: augenoperation

Anonymous said...

Are you posting the next chapter next year or month ?

Anonymous said...

Zdwfks [url=http://hermeskelly.finniwolf.com][b]hermes belts[/b][/url] hermes twilly scarf http://hermeskelly.finniwolf.com Qwzehq Iivdth hermes handbag

Anonymous said...

I have been browsing online more than 3 hours today, yet I never found any interesting article like yours.
It's pretty worth enough for me. In my view, if all website owners and bloggers made good content as you did, the net will be a lot more useful than ever before.

Stop by my web page: Appliance Repair Odessa

Anonymous said...

I like this story http://from0the0heart.blog.com/

Pyar Ki Kahaniya said...

Nice and Interesting Hindi Love Story and प्यार की कहानी Shared Ever.

Thank You.

Unknown said...

Do you need Personal Loan?
Business Cash Loan?
Unsecured Loan
Fast and Simple Loan?
Quick Application Process?
Approvals within 24-72 Hours?
No Hidden Fees Loan?
Funding in less than 1 Week?
Get unsecured working capital?
Email:(greenlightcapitalcorporation@gmail.com)


Application Form:
=================
Full Name:................
Loan Amount Needed:.
Purpose of loan:.......
Loan Duration:..
Gender:.............
Marital status:....
Location:..........
Home Address:..
City:............
Country:......
Phone:..........
Mobile / Cell:....
Occupation:......
Monthly Income:....

Unknown said...

Apply For Online Loan !!

We offer loans with 3%,we offer Debt consolidation loans, business loan, Private loan,car loans, hotel loans, student loan, personal loan Home Refinancing Loans,For more details Email: ( trustenquiry05@gmail.com )

التقدم للحصول على قرض عبر الإنترنت!

نحن نقدم القروض بنسبة 3 ٪ ، ونحن نقدم القروض توطيد الديون ، وقرض الأعمال التجارية ، والقروض الخاصة ، وقروض السيارات ، وقروض الفنادق والقروض الطلابية ، والقروض الشخصية الصفحة الرئيسية إعادة تمويل القروض ، لمزيد من التفاصيل البريد الإلكتروني: (trustenquiry05@gmail.com)