You, one more time..

helloo..

This is a quick post ...

Exams started this week.. and they end next week..

Wish me luck :)

w I hope everyone does well on their exams..

Dedicated to H..


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I miss you so much, I can truthfully say that I am willing to give up my whole life, my future, my dreams, my everything, to be with you for one day..

to experience the pure bliss accompanied by your smile..

to get those butterflies flying chaotically in my stomach for one more time..

to wash my eyes with happy tears, ones that don't sting..

to breathe in your intoxicating scent..

to listen to your soothing voice..

and this time I'm going to take it all in..

I'm going to saavor every second like it is the last..

I'm going to pay attention..

I'm going to hold on to every word you say, every gesture you make, every smile, every syllable, every blink..

because sometimes, those small details are the only things that manage to make my day..

When I remember the way you used to laugh..

the way you would pronounce certain words..

the way you would gaze into my eyes like I'm the only person around..

the way you would talk to me only..

the times when you would annoy me one purpose just because you want to make it up to me, you want to show me how much you love me you always reasoned..

those times when we shared private jokes..

those times when we used to tell each other everything..

those times when we would make fun of each other..

those times when we were pretending to be mad at each other but our eyes mirrored every emotion, and when we looked down, our voices betrayed us, showing all the love we had for each other..

those times when I missed you.. and you were just a phone-call away..

those times when you comforted me at night..

those times when you were my safe-haven..

those times when I had something to look forward to, talking to you..

Our first touch.. we imagined would be on the beach..

our first hug.. we imagined would be on the beach..

our first kiss.. we imagined would be on the beach..

I go to the beach every day - H - where are you?

You promised you would love me no matter what happened next..

I promise you now that I will be your forever..

No one is going to take your place in my heart..

I love you..



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Take care..

The one and only - H

Hello..

Happy New Year (sorry its late)..

awal shay I'm really sorry for not replying to ur comments or emails..
I am reading them, but I dont have time to reply to all of you..
I will reply to the emails asap inshallah..

As for the story, I will post the next part in February (;S)
Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy..
Bas I dont want to fail my senior year ..

I will try to finish the story in the winter break inshallah..
we'll see ..

This post is dedicated to H.. on his birthday (as if he reads this ya3ny)..


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Sometimes we love someone so much that we start to get delusional..

Reality gets mixed up with hopes, dreams, and whims..

Two months ago, it was easy for me to imagine you beside me ..

To imagine our lives together..

To imagine waking up beside you..

To imagine hugging you after a long day..

To imagine your soothing voice..

To imagine your perfect smile..

To imagine you.. but more importantly us..

But with everything going around me right now, it is getting harder and harder..

The possibility of us being together is fading..

And that possibility is the only thing that kept me going for so long..

I'm starting to need you to the point where it is simply painful..

I read about drug addicts and I smile, because being addicted to drugs is much easier than being in love with you..

At least these people can get treated.. whereas no one can find a solution to my problem..

All this is probably meaningless on your birthday..

I should wish you a happy birthday..

I should wish you a happy life..

I should be able to celebrate this day with you..




I love you..

And I hope that one day you will realize how much I do love you..

Happy Birthday..

And may all your wishes come true inshallah..


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Will post next one in a month..

TC!