Tonight..

Hello :)
madry shfeeny I'm posting a lot these days even though im really busy ;p
I guess I just have a lot of feelings bottled up inside of me..
Some are too sacred for me to share..
But some manage to escape the restrictions I have put for them..
I will leave you with the post..


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I beg you to come tonight..

Let us hold hands under the glowing moon..

Let us count the scattered stars..

Let us name all the trees..

Let us call out for the migrating birds..

Let us play with the wet sand..

Let us fight the cold ocean waves..

Let us fall on our backs..

Let us laugh at our silliness..

Let us pretend we're kings and queens..

Let us rule the world together..

Let us be the best of friends..

Let us be lovers..

Let us love and be loved..

Let us hug one time only..

Let us look into each other's eyes..

Let us fall asleep in each other's arms..

Let our innocent love bloom..

Come and visit me in my dreams once more..

I beg you to come tonight..



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Hope u liked it..
I will post a part for the story soon inshallah!! :)

Meant to Be (Part 41)

Hiii :)
The part is finally written ;p
w why is the blogger world sleeeeeeping??!

This one is dedicated to:
Dont.Dwell, bint almeharir, madliar, A, and hano.Oshi


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----- M7ammad


Shai5a decided that she didn't want to go shopping anymore. It was the weekend so we had family gathering to attend, and so we were somewhat busy.

Ti7ajibat Shai5a on Saturday, a day before university.

"You look gorgeous.." I told her, kissing her forehead.

"La tjamilny.." She pouted.

"Walla 9ij you look beautiful.." I tried encouraging her, as I pushed her through the door.

"M7ammad.. I don't look nice.. please I don't want people to see me like this.." She said, trying to get back in.

"Yummaaaaaaa.. Shai5a ti7ajibat.. ta3alaw shoofoohaaaa!!" I screamed.

"M7ammaaaad!!" She hid her face.

We were interrupted by the camera flashes and screams of children. Everyone was excited and hyper, especially the little children because they loved her so much.

After all the congratulations and endless chitchats, we headed to our room at night.

"I really don't feel like going to uni tomorrow.." She complained after we were tucked in bed.

"You're going to love it.. don't worry.." I assured her.

"Bas my friends kilhum ra7aw engineering w one of them medicine w il bajee are studying abroad.. ya3ny no one is with me in English Lit.." She complained.

"Don't worry.. you'll do fine.." I laughed.

She sighed, worriedly.

"Good night.." I told her, smoothing her hair.

"Sweet Dreams.." She replied, smiling.

The next day was spent trying to calm Shai5a's nerves before she goes to university; I was going to drop her off before I go to work. So I spent all the way comforting her, even though she was not really paying attention to me, which meant she wasn't paying attention to the road. She was up for a surprise of course, and she was clueless.

I got to the university, opened the car's door, and walked her to the door.

"M7ammad.. hathy moo il jam3a!!" She said after a while of starring at the building.

"Imbala.. this is where you are going to be studying for the next 7 years.." I told her.

"M7ammad!!! Hathy kuliyat il 6ib!" She replied, dumbfounded.

"I know.. yalla you don't want to be late for your first lecture!" I laughed at her expression.

"Bas.." She trailed off, still shocked.

"Look.. I know that it's your dream to be a doctor, you told me so, and I asked my sisters more about it and all of them said so.. Therefore, I went to your father and told him that I want you to be a doctor so that we can understand each other more.. which is of course BS because we don't really need that.. anyways.. so he didn't mind.. fa sa7abt awragech min english literature, and now you are officially a medical student.." I explained.

"No way!" She said wide-eyed.

"Shai5a!! Yalla you're going to be late!!" I told her, pushing her inside.

"Umbaaaay!!" She said, finally realizing what was happening.

"Di5lay.." I laughed as I pointed to the door.

"Oh my god M7ammad.." She hugged me tightly.

I kissed her forehead, smiling, and pointed at the door when she let go of me.

"Ok.." She breathed, as she pushed the door and entered.

I smiled to myself, knowing that I did the right thing, and went to work, making a mental note to pick her up on time.



----- Shai5a


The time was going by really fast, and thankfully, I saw a couple of familiar faces so we walked together for the rest of the day. The professors seemed ok, and were just introduced to the program and the course outline.

It was time to leave so I said good-bye to my friends, and took some books and handouts that were handed out to us, and went outside looking for him.

He waved, as he got out of the car and took my books from me.

"La2.. 3adee ana asheelhum!" I told him.

"I got it!!" He said, carrying them, and putting them in the trunk.

I held his hand and excitedly chatted about my day, while he played with my fingers and listened intently.

"Ya3ny are you happy now?" He asked.

"More than happy.. ecstatic.. walla M7ammad you have no idea how grateful I am to you.. I love you.." I blabbered, but when I realized what I just said, I stopped and placed my hand on my mouth shutting it.

"Wayed wala shwaya?" He asked, teasing me.

I remained quiet, dumbfounded by how fast things were progressing.

"I love you too, you know.." He said, kissing my pinky.

The rest of the ride was silent of course, with my insides all churning and my heart basically running marathons.



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Hope you enjoyed :)

Getting Over you..

Helloo..
I know I haven't been posting a lot..
bas school started and im extremely busy..
inshallah I will post very soon..

This one is for Him..

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I was trying to get over you..

but as usual you decided to interfere just before I end my anguish..

Just before I decide to forget about my long painful nights, you decide to show up..

You end my misery for a day,

but you end up opening up all the wounds..

today you are here, carefully mending them..

but tomorrow you aren't,

and I am left alone..

tired,

depressed,

confused,

and in pain,

waiting for you to come back..

because you are my doctor..

you are my savoir..

you have the magic spell to cure me ..

you can cast it..

and yet you won't..

you prefer to leave me hanging..

you prefer to leave me suffering..

you prefer knowing that I will always be in need for you..

I will always be waiting for you..

I will always love you..

But you forgot to consider that I am in deep pain..

Really deep pain..

Waiting for your love..

Waiting for you to caress me ..

waiting for your tender touch..

I love you, I would repeat every night..

with no answer..


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Take Care :)

A glimpse into the Future..

Hellooooooo ;)
3eedkum Mbarak.. w sorry ina its late ;p
w I hope all of you are enjoying eid more than i am ;p

This post is "a glimpse into the future" of shaikha and m7ammad...

I felt like writing bas i dont have time for a whole post..

Dedicated to H..

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"Shaikha.." He called in a desperate voice.

"Shfeek?" I replied, mi5tar3a.

"aby abooooos!!" He screamed from behind the bathroom door.

"Moo min 9ijik M7ammad!" I said, rolling my eyes.

"Imbala min 9ijy.. yalla 6il3ay" He insisted.

"many 6al3a.." I said stubbornly.

"Shayoo5.. bala dala3.. walla aby aboos!!" He replied.

"No.." I stated.

"Tara walla akser il bab!!" He screamed crazily.

"M7ammad.. la t9eer maynoon! Il yahal tawhum naymeen tara!!" I exclaimed, opening the bathroom door.

"Ta3alaaaaaay.." He said with a goofy smile, as he pulled me towards him.

"Inzain.. one minute.. ilnas ma yboosoon 3ala 6ool.. they hug awal.. ba3dain.." I told him, trying to get away.

"Ok.. here you go.." He replied instantly.

He took both of my hands into his, and put them behind him, leaving them hanging on his waist. He pulled me even closer to him, and enclosed my body with his strong arms. He rubbed my back gently, making want to melt right there. Isn't this more romantic than a kiss, I thought to myself, sighing.

My answer was given to me almost automatically, as if he read my mind. Our lips met in the most perfect gesture, making me lose my breath right away. Nothing can beat this, the kiss screamed.


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Hope you like it! ;)

Meant to Be (part 39)

This one is dedicated to Nawarii, saron28, D E, Lulu..

W mbarak 3aleekum il shahar..

I feel guilty posting this b ramadan ;p
Bas you guys waited too long adry!!
Sorryyyyyyyyyyy.. walla I'm very very very busy!!

w hope you like it..

ma ra7 agool I will not post in this month..
la2ana in general I dont have time to post..

w this story has from 5-10 posts more.. w then it will finish!!


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----- M7ammad

"M7ammad.. 5ala9 moo lazem ta5eth ijaza.." She said after she closed the phone.

"Laish?" I asked.

"Bas.. aroo7 wiya umy il 9ib7.. I talked to her w galat ok.. w agdar aroo7 wiyak il 3a9er or with any of my cousins.." She replied.

"Ok.. kaifich.." I told her.

And for 4 days I would take her out every night, we would go to the mall, she would buy a few things, then we would watch a movie, have dinner, and then go back home.
One afternoon she told me that she wants to go with one of her cousins, and my sister Mariam will go with them too. I gave her the green light, and decided to take a nap as I waited for her to come back.

It was about 5 when they left, and when I woke up, it was 9.

Rubbing my eyes, I searched for my phone to call her. Her phone was switched off. I called my sister, her phone was switched off too. I went downstairs, literally hunting for something to eat since I was starving. Thankfully, I go there in time before they remove the dinner from the table.

After I finished, I sat with my mom and brother, w ba3dain 6ila3 ra7 il diwaniya. I waited and waited, I called her a few times but it was the same thing. The clock struck 11 and my mom went to sleep.

So I was left alone in the living room, thinking where the hell is she?

I went outside, and waited for her in the garden. I contemplated whether or not I should go to them, but then again I don't even know what mall she went to. Was I overreacting? It's almost 12, I looked at my watch angrily.

We came earlier than 12 every single night because I didn't like the kind of people that went to malls after that time, and that was when I was with her. Now they're girls, all alone, and they're still not back.

Why the hell did I agree to letting her go, I have no idea.

I paced in the driveway furiously, getting more and more impatient every second.
My watch beeped, indicating it was 12, which ticked me off. I called Shai5a and my sister one last time, before deciding to call Shai5a's mother.

I apologized and explained that shai5a is still not here, hoping that she would call her cousin or give me her number so I can at least know that she's ok.

After a couple of minutes her mom called saying that her cousin wasn't answering her phone.

I almost lost it right then if I didn't hear a car's engine really close. The car slowly approached the house, showing how hesitant the driver was.

Mariam stepped out first, and then Shai5a stuck to her. Her cousin left quickly, leaving the three of us standing alone.

I looked at my watch, 12:29. Silently I pointed to the door so they can go inside before me. They stood in the living room eyeing me nervously, but I left both of them shocked, making my way upstairs.




----- Shai5a



"He just went upstairs.. and he didn't say a word.. " I told Mariam.

"yimkin moo m3a9eb.." She said.

"Did you see his face?" I asked her irritated.

"You have a point.." She laughed.

"Waaaay.. Mariam, what am I supposed to do now??!" I freaked out.

"Madry.." She replied coolly.

"Please come upstairs with me.." I almost begged.

"yalla ok.." she agreed.

"Inzain.. please please di5lay gably.." I told her when we reached our room.

"Yalla 3ad Shai5a.." She opened the door and pushed me inside, then she ran downstairs.

I looked around, really scared, but he was not in the living room.

Slowly, I went inside the bedroom, and I saw him take his pillows and make his way to the couch.

He didn't even acknowledge my existence, not once did he look in my direction.
A lonely tear found its way to my cheek. I sat on the edge of the bed, thinking about what to do.

He'd never let me sleep if I'm mad at him. I should at least apologize, I thought to myself. I took a couple of minutes to gather up my courage, and then I sat on the couch facing him.

With his eyes still closed, he turned around, making me face his back instead of his face now.

This is not going to be easy, I rubbed my eyes, and sat on the floor next to the couch immediately.

"M7ammad.." I called, but he didn't reply.

I called him a couple of times, but he didn't reply, so I gave up.

"Ok.. don't talk to me.. but please just sleep on the bed.." I said sadly.

He ignored me again, so I went back to bed hopelessly. I knew he was not sleeping; he was too mad to be sleeping anyways. As much as his face was composed, his breathing wasn't and his muscles were tense and it showed.

I sighed as I got up to change, and closed the lights.

Of course, I couldn't sleep, I stayed for about 2 hours tossing in bed. I felt so lonely; I realized that I got used to him being close every night, hugging me, wishing me a good night softly. I just couldn't go to sleep without counting his heart beats and feeling his chest rise and fall against mine.

Walking slowly, I went next to the window, which was directly in front of the couch, and looked for the moon. It was nowhere to be found in the extreme darkness of the sky; automatically I felt even more depressed.

I sat on the floor next to his couch and hugged my knees closer to me.
"Laish moo nayma leel7een?" He asked.

"M7ammad?!" I said surprised; I thought he was asleep.

"T3alay yamy.." He said, scooting over.

I lied down beside him, but there was barely enough place for both of us to sleep on the couch. I was about to fall, but he moved me on top of him. Every single part of my body shivered when it touched his at first. Oddly, I felt comfortable. I felt safe, I felt home. My head was on his chest, and his heartbeats were more audible than ever.

I raised my head to look at him, and our eyes met. Mine started filling instantly, and his softened as he noticed my eyes brimming with tears.

"I'm sorry.." I managed to say, as I placed my head on his chest once more, eager to listen to his heartbeats that managed to calm me down once more.

"Wain kintaw?" He asked.

I explained the whole thing, how we went shopping, then we went to a dinner, then we saw a couple of friends and they practically forced us into going to a movie with them. It was about 11 when we left the movie theater, and when we went to our cars, they found that their car was not working. So we waited for a person to come and take a look at it; and take the car to the garage. After that, we took each one of them to their house and we came.

He was quiet for a couple of seconds.

"Marra thanya mako 6al3a wiya a7ad.." He said sternly.

"Inshallah.." I replied automatically not wanting him to get mad again.

He sighed and carried me to bed, and we stayed in the same position, with me on top of him, hugging him tightly.

"M7ammad.. za3lan?" I asked.

"Ee za3lan.." He said.

I pouted, thinking of a way to make it up to him. But really I didn't have to. He moved me, so I was now underneath him. He kissed me, devouring my lips first and then moving on to my neck.

He stopped there and looked at me, smiling.

"moo za3lan il7een" He stated cheekily.

I rolled my eyes, laughing at him.

That night, when he hugged me, I looked into his eyes and I saw all the love in them. I knew he was the one right then. I actually think I knew a long time ago.

"I love you.." I whispered.

"Shno?" He mumbled, really sleepy.

"Good night.." I said.

"Good night.." He replied smiling.


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One last time?

Dedicated to H..


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I'm going to miss you.. akeed you'll ask why now?! why are you telling me this now?! well.. la2ana 5ala9 I'm going to block all your memories and delete you out of my life, my brain, maybe my heart too .. I loved you with my all .. bas 5ala9.. maleeeeeeeet.. it's hard .. it's painful.. it's confusing.. you make me feel 10 years older .. and at times you can make me feel 10 years younger ba3ad .. I wish I can have closure.. with you it's not possible.. damn it what am I saying .. what am I trying to do? I still love you.. I will love you for the rest of my life .. bas it's not meant to be.. It's not like we had anything.. it was a figment of my imagination based on thin strings that are almost invisible to the people around us.. but I saw them.. for some reason I saw them.. they were like the light at the end of the tunnel.. they were all my hopes and dreams.. they were everything .. and nothing in the same time.. I wish I can hate you .. I wish I can despise you instead of all the love I carry around for you.. sometimes your love is like a burden.. it gets so heavy.. it's almost impossible to carry.. but impossible to get rid of in the same time.. I have no idea why I'm so attached to you.. to the idea of you there forever and ever.. I love you I would repeat in my head.. I love you I would plead every single night.. I love you I would beg every single shooting star.. I love you I would cry helplessly over and over .. I love you.. I'm sick of those three beautiful words.. I wish you would wake up and realize that I am right here.. waiting for you to look up.. waiting for your eyes to smile with acknowledgment.. but you refuse to do that.. you refuse to be the reason for my happiness.. you refuse to let me in your life.. but what you don't know is that only the thought of you makes me get up in the morning.. the idea of having you close to me one day is the only reason I smile.. You are in every breath I take.. Your smile is reflected on every drop of water.. No matter how much you tried to deprive me from yourself.. I loved you more and more.. you fought me back with all your strength.. all you wanted to prove is that you are not the one for me.. but you were all along.. you still are.. and you will be for the rest of my being.. I'm tired of fighting for you.. you can have it your way if that's what you want.. if you want us to stay apart for the rest of our lives then you can have that.. if all you care about is for your path never to cross mine then you can have that too.. if you don't want me to know anything about you.. then I want you to know that you're being too harsh on me .. you're asking too much.. but I'm willing to give you even that.. I'm saying good-bye now and forever .. I want you to know that no farewell is ever going to be enough for me.. you were my strength one day.. and today you are my only weakness.. I love you one last time I will whisper to the darkness.. I love you..



It's hard to mourn over something you had.. but it's even harder to mourn over something you never had..

Meant to Be (Part 38)

This post is dedicated to Unchained Melody and Mrs. Chuck Bass...
and I think it's the longest I ever wrote!!

and my email is
shushuxd@gmail.com


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----- m7ammad


Days passed and I got better. I had to go to work, b mustashfa il 3adan. Things were getting better between me and Shai5a.

"M7ammad.. aby aroo7 wiyak il dawam bacher.." She said one night.

"5air inshallah.." I told her as I hugged her and closed my eyes.

"M7ammad.. min 9ijy!!" She stated.

"Shno ya3ny tyeen wiyay il dawam?" I replied sleepily.

"Ya3ny il 9ib7 lamma agoom 3ashan atrayag wiyak.. ma ared dary w ag3ad bidoon sh'3l.. aroo7 wiyak instead.." She said.

"La2.." I told her simply.

"Laish la2?!" She asked.

"Bas.." I replied, not in the mood for discussing anything now.

"M7ammad.. ma y9eer chithy.. tgawimny il 9ib7 mbacher w ana ma 3ndy shay asawy.. w ma tir'6a aroo7 ashte'3el wala mukan.. w ga3da bl bait.. w malal.. w aby ayee wiyak!!" She complained.

"Ya3ny lee hal daraja t7ibeeny? Ma tigdereen tig3ideen bidoony wala digeega?" I teased her, hoping that it would make her stay quiet.

"Eee eee.. lee hal daraja a7ibik!!" She said to my surprise.

I opened one eye to look at her, and she was pouting and in no state to sleep. I laughed at I sat up and opened the lights.

"Intay shaklich moo nawya tnameen.." I yawned.

"Ee ma ra7 anam leeman tir'6a ta5ithny wiyak.." She sat up too.

" No way.." I shook my head.

"EE laish ya3ny??!" She asked, and she moved so she could face me.

"La2ana dawamy kila riyayeel w looya w ma abeech tit3ibeen wiyay.." I replied.

"M7ammad.. it's a hospital.. akeed ra7 ykoon feeha riyayeel w looya.. besides I want to stay in your room and see your patients.." She said stubbornly.

"Is this argument going to go on forever?" I laughed at her serious facial expressions.

"It will end as soon as you say 'yes' " She urged.

"Give me one good reason.." I told her.

"Because it's my dream.. to be a doctor.. and since I can't be one.. then please I just want to pretend to be one for one day only.." She held my squeezed my hands, and looked at me with her beautiful brown eyes compelling me to say yes.

"W mno gal you can't be a doctor?" I asked.

"Ubooy.." She said as she looked away.

"Bas ana il mas2ool 3anich il7een moo ubooch.." I told her.

"Hatha moo maw'6oo3na il7een.." She told me, blinking away the tears.

"3ayal shno maw'6oo3na?" I teased her.

"Wala shay .." She sighed and lied down avoiding eye contact.

"Ya3ny za3lana?" I asked as I peeked in her face.

"la2.. bas ti3abt w banam.." She said as she moved further away.

"Shda3wa ti3abtay.. 3ayal bacher shlon ra7 t9eereen doctor?" I asked her, moving closer.

"M7ammad.. bas maly 5ulg atna8ash.." She closed her eyes tightly.

"Ana ma aby atna8ash.. ana agool goomay 6al3ay hdoomich 7ag bacher 3ashan ma t2a5reeny il 9ib7.." I kissed her shoulder.

"Ya3ny ra7 ta5ithny??" She asked hesitantly.

"Ee ra7 a5thich wiyay.. bas la tit3awideen.." I laughed.

"Gool walla!!" She sat up excitedly.

"Shno li3ba .. ana gitlich shay ya3ny 5ala9.." I told her.

"Omg!! Thank youuuuuu.." She screamed as she jumped out of bed and ran to her closet.

I followed her and watched as she threw a couple of garments on the chair.

"6ayartay ilnoom min 3ainy.." I complained.

"Ay outfit a7san?!" She ignored my remark.

"Madry.. why does it matter anyways.." I said as I sat on the other chair.

"Are you seriously asking me this question?" She rolled her eyes.

"Ok.. I have a suggestion for you.." I said as I got up and dug into my closet to find the scrubs that I got a while ago. They were small but I didn't have time to return them. "There.." I said as I held them up when I found them.

"Brilliant.." She threw the black pants on the floor and took the scrubs from me carefully.

"You like?" I asked her, grinning.

"I love.." She smiled excitedly. "I'm going to try them on.." She said, running to the bathroom.

I rolled my eyes and waited for her. She opened the door after a while and peeked.

"This is too amazing!!" She said, stepping out. "A little too big though.." She continued.

The shirt was sort of baggy and it reached almost mid-thigh and the sleeves reached her elbows. The pants were a bit long.

"Awal shay.. you need a pin here.." I said pointing to the waistline. "Thany shay.. you look hot.." I winked.

"I am sooooo excited.. walla M7ammad .. thank you soooo much!!" She blabbered.

"Inzain.. yalla we need a good night sleep 3ashan you can rock the hospital tomorrow.." I told her as I went to bed.

"Ok.. I'm going to change and sleep.." She said as she went to the bathroom again.

I was too sleepy so I didn't bother to open my eyes when she came to bed, all I did was hug her when she came closer.

She mumbled something and we both drifted to sleep.



----- Shai5a


I woke up extra early the next morning, I don't think I slept properly a9lan. I took a shower, got dressed, and then woke M7ammad up.

I prepared quick breakfast as he took a shower and we left to work after breakfast. The ride to the hospital was quiet; I was too excited and he was sleepy as usual.
I sat next to him and pretended to be his assistant for the day. He rescheduled his surgeries because, according to him, there is no way I will be allowed in the operating room.

"Il7een my break.. ana baroo7 ayeebly something to drink.. and you stay here .. do you want anything?" he asked as he got up.

"water please.." I said as I smiled.

I sat on his chair and waited patiently for him to come back. I wanted to ask him about some of the cases and I didn't have a chance to do so earlier.

The door opened, and a really tall woman came in. I looked at her and smiled.

She frowned as she checked the room number and looked at me again.

"Dr. M7ammad will come back ba3ad shway.." I told her.

"Aha.. w intay mno?" She asked eyeing me.

"Ana.." I started, but stopped as he came inside the room.

"M7ammad!! There you are.." She beamed when she saw him.

She was almost as tall as him, I noticed. And she had a killer figure too. She's annoying me already I thought to myself.

"Oh.. hey there.." he replied as he came and sat next to me.

"Ma shiftik ilyoom.. fa gelt ayee ashoof shfeek.." she said as she glanced my way.

"Tislimeen.. ma feeny shay 3adee.." He told her.

"Ahaa.. w mno hathy?" She asked as she pointed at me.

3yoony 6la3at min mukanha when she said that. She talks as if I was an intruder or someone she hates.

He introduced us to each other. I was simply "Shai5a" not his wife or anything, and she was "Dr. Dana" and of course she didn't like the formal name, instead she wants him to call her "Dana" or maybe "Dandoon" she laughed.

I smiled politely even though I was burning from the inside.
She sat down and took off her coat, as if it was the most normal, routinic thing she ever did.

She talked to M7ammad mostly, actually all of the time. She would glance my way, in the most despicable manner and engage herself with M7ammad.

Thankfully, his break was over soon, and her cue was an elderly patient that knocked the door and entered tiredly.

He smiled at me sensing my discomfort, and I kept quiet and smiled at the old man in front of me.

Who was she anyways to barge in and talk to him like he was her best friend. I mean if she was his best friend, then why didn't he bother to tell me about her sooner. And why does it have to be her with those extremely long legs? And why can't she at least be polite to me?

I sighed as the patient left, and M7ammad went outside for a couple of seconds then locked the door on his way in.

"Shfeech?" He asked with a smile.

"Ma feeny shay" I replied coldly.

"3ayal laish mazajich ti'3ayar min awal ma d5alat Dana?" He asked again.

"Mno Dana? Gool Dandoon a7san.." I stared at him with my eyebrows raised.

He laughed out loud, and I got up but he caught my hand, still laughing.

"mako shay y'6a7ek tara.." I told him.

"Ya3ny intay m3a9ba 3ashan Dandoon il7een?" He asked, trying but failing to sound serious.

"Hid eedy M7ammad.." I said, feeling the anger rise when he called her Dandoon.

"5ala9 5ala9.. I'm sorry.." He looked at me sincerely.

"a9lan mno hathy?" I asked.

"Dandoon.. a89id Dr. Dana.." He said.

I stared at him for a while before deciding to let it go.

"W mno Dr. Dana inshallah?" I continued.

"Wa7da.. kil yoom tig3ad tsoolef wiyay.. my friends hate her and.." He started.

"walla ma aloomhum.." I interrupted him.

"and apparently so does my wife then.." He laughed.

"W why did you forget to mention that I'm your wife?" I fumed.

"La2ana mamnoooooooo3 .. ma y9eer intay tkooneen hny a9lan.. this is a hospital not a hotel.. w loo ana ma a3arf il mudeer w amoon 3alee chan ma ri'6a.." He explained.

I looked at him to check if he was saying the truth, and he looked sincere I concluded.

Someone tried the door and then knocked it.

"Leel7een za3lana?" He asked.

"Open the door.." I ignored his question.

"ma ra7 afta7 until you say 'no' " He laughed.

"M7ammad.." I pointed at the door.

"La2.. yalla goolay moo za3lana 3ashan afta7.. ti5ayilay a patient is in dire need now w intay ily m3a6lita!!" he said.

"Fine.. moo za3lana.. go open the door.." I said, smiling in spite of myself.

He blew me a kiss as he went to open the door, and a young guy entered with him.



----- M7ammad


After I examined him, I started writing the prescription after assuring him that nothing serious is going on.

I looked at him after finishing everything but he was too busy looking at something behind me. I looked around and there was Shai5a with her long hair strewn all over her back. She bent to pick up the elastic to adjust her hair into a ponytail once more.

I called his name angrily, gave him his paper and he left; of course not without casting another long glance on Shai5a.

She sat next to me again.

"Aby akalmich b maw'6oo3 lama nred il bait.." I told her trying to stop myself from running after the guy and punching him.

"Shfeek?" She asked concerned.

"Wala shay.." I said, gritting my teeth.

Another patient came in just in time, to take my mind off the ******************.

The rest of the day went by quickly, and we went home, ate lunch then went upstairs to rest.

"M7amad shno kint taby tgool?" She asked as she sat on the couch next to me.

"Aby as2alich su2al.." I started.

"Go ahead.." She smiled.

"Shrayech tit7ajibeen?" I asked carefully.

"Hmm.. ana mfakra soon inshallah.." She replied.

"How soon is soon?" I asked her.

"Ya3ny give me a month inshallah w y9eer 5air.." She said.

"A month wayed.. ana mabeech tid5ileen il jam3a w intay moo mit7ajba.." I told her.

"M7ammad!! min wain ayeeb hdoom.. lazem aroo7 il soog ashtery.. yabeely at least a month!!" She exclaimed.

"3adee.. ana a5eth ijaza.. w awadeech ilsoog kil yoom for a week bas tit7ajibeen gabel il jam3a!!" I insisted.

"Ya3ny laish?" She asked.

"Bas.. a7ib sha3rich w maby a7ad yshoofa '3airy.." I told her.

She looked at me, and smiled.

"5ala9 okay.." She said after a while.

"ya3ny ra7 tit7ajibeen?" I asked excitedly.

"Ee inshallah!" She grinned.

"Ya ba3ad 3umry walla.. fidaitich!!" I said.

"Wai3.." She said, laughing.

"Shno wai3?" I asked, confused.

"I hate the word 'fidaitich' " She said, chuckling.

"Ya salam.. kaifeeee.. fidaitich w fadeech w afdach w ra7 afdeech 6ool 7ayaty!!" I screamed as I picked her up and swirled her around.

"Inzain.. 5ala9 kaifik.." She said as she hugged me.

"Ee 3abaly ba3ad.." I winked, and threw myself on the bed, exhausted and happy.


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